In The End Freestyle Demo by Kay PhiXips Lyrics
[Intro]
I ain't tryna think about it, no
Yeah, I said it
[Verse]
Depression sets in, the earthly essence
The love unspoken to her dirty brethren
Another token pending
I'm lost but no journey's ended until this pain is mended
Amazing heaven, the hazing of all the angel's went in
And hate is spoken just so angst-y hoes can feel protected
I wrote in notes just so these thoughts of mine will be remembered, forever
They tell me now that I am so auspicious
But tell me where were you niggas
When all the shit was on the ceiling
This shit got a nigga feeling
Distant, forgotten, and so unwilling
Un-hopeful of all these ambitions
Living prosperous seems to be the only option
But life is hard when you stuck under all these obstacles
And you can't see the sun, it's rising
But you're running from it
Words in songs that were never sung
In hopes of seeing better days with the ones you love
But paths are covered, time has come
I'm going numb, the fuck you running from?
It best not be that deal
The only time they take it from you's when you fucking squeal
I see the fire pouring in and all my sins are set ablaze
I see the pews filling up
And all your solace in her space
I see you worship her, amazed
Vacancy of hope you hide inside ya tainted dreams
Eyes are open, stay asleep
Fake but deep reality
It's best to have a bad mentality
Cause when the shit goes bad, ya down, ya see?
And all that shit you bleed is vanity
So you can be proud, ya read?
That's pessimism, and the best way to live
In the end, optimists end up disappointed
I ain't tryna think about it, no
Yeah, I said it
[Verse]
Depression sets in, the earthly essence
The love unspoken to her dirty brethren
Another token pending
I'm lost but no journey's ended until this pain is mended
Amazing heaven, the hazing of all the angel's went in
And hate is spoken just so angst-y hoes can feel protected
I wrote in notes just so these thoughts of mine will be remembered, forever
They tell me now that I am so auspicious
But tell me where were you niggas
When all the shit was on the ceiling
This shit got a nigga feeling
Distant, forgotten, and so unwilling
Un-hopeful of all these ambitions
Living prosperous seems to be the only option
But life is hard when you stuck under all these obstacles
And you can't see the sun, it's rising
But you're running from it
Words in songs that were never sung
In hopes of seeing better days with the ones you love
But paths are covered, time has come
I'm going numb, the fuck you running from?
It best not be that deal
The only time they take it from you's when you fucking squeal
I see the fire pouring in and all my sins are set ablaze
I see the pews filling up
And all your solace in her space
I see you worship her, amazed
Vacancy of hope you hide inside ya tainted dreams
Eyes are open, stay asleep
Fake but deep reality
It's best to have a bad mentality
Cause when the shit goes bad, ya down, ya see?
And all that shit you bleed is vanity
So you can be proud, ya read?
That's pessimism, and the best way to live
In the end, optimists end up disappointed