My Mind And My Pencil by Kay Lyrics
[Kay Talking]
Nah I'm not complaining
We could be here all night
[Verse 1: Kay]
Perfect example how a life could turn vital
When a thug nigga in your fam become your idol
With no father figure, you're left searching for the one
Then you find your real father and you find out he a bum
So you thuggin' in these streets hoping for some luck to come
Learn that person in your fam did the same shit you done
Or worse, he did the shit you dream of doing
But can't cause all the people that you dream of losing
So the person you admire cause he used to let his K spit
Is the same nigga telling you ''That life ain't the way kid''
Now I'm thinking like, ''How you gon say this?
When 20 years ago, man you did the same shit!''
Then he tells you ''You're a kid, you don't see the bigger picture
I was thuggin, I was broke
Now I'm happier and richer!
The life I lived I suffered man that shit gave me hell
You follow in my steps you're either dead, or in jail
Now continue what you're doing, you'll see for yourself
That that glamorization 'bout that shit is all mental
My advice is all I got for you, I really hope it helps''
Now I'm left in this world with my mind and my pencil
[Hook: Kay]
My Mind and my pencil, I'm left in this world with my mind and my pencil
My mind and my pencil, I'm left in this world with my mind and my pencil
Huh, My Mind and my pencil, I'm left in this world with my mind and my pencil
My mind and my pencil, I'm left in this world with my
[Verse 2: Kay]
Lizdeli, I know you loved me since you birthed me
Now you prolly thinking ''All my son do is hurt me''
But let me say this
My behavior is heinous
But I don't do it purposely, this shit is really hurting me
The problems that we go through, sure it's mostly I
But the minority of them is cause we don't see eye to eye
And we won't see eye to eye
Ma you gotta understand
In this world we differ cause you're a woman
I'm a man
Here's a reason I rebel
Cause I'm prolly sure you wonder
Got an appetite for freedom begging you to feed my hunger
My word I never lie, when I say it on music
I'm blessed with other food, but I guess I'm blind to it
So know your only son's intention never was to play you
Or cut your wings, I gotta mention, you're my only angel
So when I'm not with you, know I cry and I miss you
And I write it all down with my mind and my pencil
[Hook repeated until fade]
Nah I'm not complaining
We could be here all night
[Verse 1: Kay]
Perfect example how a life could turn vital
When a thug nigga in your fam become your idol
With no father figure, you're left searching for the one
Then you find your real father and you find out he a bum
So you thuggin' in these streets hoping for some luck to come
Learn that person in your fam did the same shit you done
Or worse, he did the shit you dream of doing
But can't cause all the people that you dream of losing
So the person you admire cause he used to let his K spit
Is the same nigga telling you ''That life ain't the way kid''
Now I'm thinking like, ''How you gon say this?
When 20 years ago, man you did the same shit!''
Then he tells you ''You're a kid, you don't see the bigger picture
I was thuggin, I was broke
Now I'm happier and richer!
The life I lived I suffered man that shit gave me hell
You follow in my steps you're either dead, or in jail
Now continue what you're doing, you'll see for yourself
That that glamorization 'bout that shit is all mental
My advice is all I got for you, I really hope it helps''
Now I'm left in this world with my mind and my pencil
[Hook: Kay]
My Mind and my pencil, I'm left in this world with my mind and my pencil
My mind and my pencil, I'm left in this world with my mind and my pencil
Huh, My Mind and my pencil, I'm left in this world with my mind and my pencil
My mind and my pencil, I'm left in this world with my
[Verse 2: Kay]
Lizdeli, I know you loved me since you birthed me
Now you prolly thinking ''All my son do is hurt me''
But let me say this
My behavior is heinous
But I don't do it purposely, this shit is really hurting me
The problems that we go through, sure it's mostly I
But the minority of them is cause we don't see eye to eye
And we won't see eye to eye
Ma you gotta understand
In this world we differ cause you're a woman
I'm a man
Here's a reason I rebel
Cause I'm prolly sure you wonder
Got an appetite for freedom begging you to feed my hunger
My word I never lie, when I say it on music
I'm blessed with other food, but I guess I'm blind to it
So know your only son's intention never was to play you
Or cut your wings, I gotta mention, you're my only angel
So when I'm not with you, know I cry and I miss you
And I write it all down with my mind and my pencil
[Hook repeated until fade]