Reality by Kathi Schneider Lyrics

[Vers1]
I try to lie to myself
Just to be someone else
But in my deepest heart
I just want a new start
And scream it out
I think back on so many days
Moments when I was with you
And each of those moments
Was fucking beautiful

[Pre-Chorus]
And if you're hearing this right now
I'm probably thinking about you too
Because i wish every single second
That i could be here with you
And every night i dream
Of what my life would be
If you were by my side
Day by day it's slowly killing me
[Chorus]
Why the hell is it so hard to be different and be me
So I would never tell you how I really wanna feel
Because you'll never gonna feel the same way about me
So pls don't pull me back out of my dream into reality

[Vers2]
Every time I meet you
I don't wanna go home
Every things we went through
Wanna do sth new
Just to be with you
Every message you wrote
Made me float
Everytime you touched my body right
It felt like a dope

[Pre-Chorus]
And if you're hearing this right now
I'm probably thinkin about you too
Because i wish every single second
That i could be here with you
And every night i dream
Of what my life would be
If you were by my side
Day by day it's slowly killing me
[Chorus]
Why the hell is it so hard to be different and be me
So I would never tell you how I really wanna feel
Because you'll never gonna feel the same way about me
So pls don't pull me back out of my dream into reality