Kissing My Friends by Kate Rhudy Lyrics

I've done it again
Been kissing my friends
I don't seem to learn
Find another bridge to burn

I've been resting my head
On their shoulders and their bed
Til my mind clears
And I start feeling weird

I've got too big a heart
To not feel a little bad
It takes two to tango
But I'm making them sad
I'm caught in the aftermath of my troubled soul
I'm 20 years young
I feel 100 years old
Drinking every night, not making amends
I've been wasting my time, wasted
Kissing my friends
Why do I always get what I want?
Trying to feels something
By being something that I'm not
And I need someone to start telling me no

I think I've stopped caring
And it's starting to show
I've been giving away kisses
Lost track along the road

Maybe I'm making too big of a deal out of this
It was only a kiss. It was only a kiss
Honestly, I'm not somebody they'd even miss
It was only a kiss. I was only a kiss

I've got too big a heart
To not feel a little bad
It takes two to tango
But I'm making them sad
They're caught in the aftermath of my troubled soul
I'm 20 years young
I feel 100 years old
Drinking every night, not making amends
I'm stuck in a loop, but my tendencies tend
To love bad decisions, but hate where they end
I've been wasting my time, kissing my friends
Got nothing to lose, got nothing to win
I've been wasting my time, wasted