I Manifested This by Karla Felecia Scaife Lyrics
I can't believe I'm doing this...
It's gotta be said though...
Truth is...
I dealt with you so I wouldn't have to deal with myself
As a consequence, I had no cards left
To play, would've been my best bet
But I stuck around you like a necklace
And I was reckless, letting you consume my very best
In reality, I let you feast upon my flesh
And it's a mess that I struggle to disinfect
I had to let go of the toxins just to get some rest
What comes next
What comes after writing poetry with you
Staying up late, eating cookout, vibing to old school tunes
This is the new normal
I ain't never felt so cool
Who knew that without you, I'd do much better in school
And I ain't no fool
I know that it ain't all on you
I'm responsible for all of the hell that I put you through
Even if you don't forgive me, everything is cool
Cause this the last song that I write for you
Everything is cool, cause this the last song that I write for you
Everything is cool, cause this the last song that I write for you
How much you wanna bet that Ima make it through
I know deep down inside, you wanna see me do it
You knew I could do it before I even knew
And because of you, I got back into it
Broken down so bad that I had to stop
And redirect my attention on my open scars
Healing don't come easy, I can't even lie
This process almost killed me, I almost lost the fight
But I took a chance on myself, and now I'm better off
And fearless and there's love in my heart
Love came from acceptance
I see things in a new light
I manifested all of this with the songs I write
I, I manifested this
I, I manifested with the songs I write
I, manifested this
I manifested with the songs I write
I, I manifested with the songs I write
I, I manifested with the songs I write
I, I manifested with the songs I write
I, I manifested with the songs I write
I manifested this
I manifested this
Oh, I manifested
I manifested this
Hey, I manifested this
It's gotta be said though...
Truth is...
I dealt with you so I wouldn't have to deal with myself
As a consequence, I had no cards left
To play, would've been my best bet
But I stuck around you like a necklace
And I was reckless, letting you consume my very best
In reality, I let you feast upon my flesh
And it's a mess that I struggle to disinfect
I had to let go of the toxins just to get some rest
What comes next
What comes after writing poetry with you
Staying up late, eating cookout, vibing to old school tunes
This is the new normal
I ain't never felt so cool
Who knew that without you, I'd do much better in school
And I ain't no fool
I know that it ain't all on you
I'm responsible for all of the hell that I put you through
Even if you don't forgive me, everything is cool
Cause this the last song that I write for you
Everything is cool, cause this the last song that I write for you
Everything is cool, cause this the last song that I write for you
How much you wanna bet that Ima make it through
I know deep down inside, you wanna see me do it
You knew I could do it before I even knew
And because of you, I got back into it
Broken down so bad that I had to stop
And redirect my attention on my open scars
Healing don't come easy, I can't even lie
This process almost killed me, I almost lost the fight
But I took a chance on myself, and now I'm better off
And fearless and there's love in my heart
Love came from acceptance
I see things in a new light
I manifested all of this with the songs I write
I, I manifested this
I, I manifested with the songs I write
I, manifested this
I manifested with the songs I write
I, I manifested with the songs I write
I, I manifested with the songs I write
I, I manifested with the songs I write
I, I manifested with the songs I write
I manifested this
I manifested this
Oh, I manifested
I manifested this
Hey, I manifested this