Mortal Lies by Kaniption Beatz Lyrics

[Intro]
Ah man...not you again...

[Verse 1: Kaniption Beatz]
Lost without a vision
But I'll see things if they're missing
I can feel them I can sense them
I can shh,shh, can't you hear em?
You're not listening close enough
It's locked in caskets I can't dig up
They were talking now they screaming
What's the reason for this stigma?

Got me bleeding from the eardrums
Just to plead and argue with them
Would you please stay dead and gone
And let me carry on living?
Why you fiendin' for
Wanting to have a second life
You already cost me everything
The first time
My wife's gone my son's gone
My ride's gone my home's gone
My job's gone and I
Ain't seen my family in so long
I'm hungry I'm bugged out
And struggling to move forward
Instead of all this torment
Just be proud that I could hang on

But you're selfish and
I knew that from the very first second
That you stepped into my life and
Quietly began to wreck it
But it's different this time
I won't enable or support
Who's how's or when's or why's
You make it back I won't cover for you

[Hook: Xsition]
I don't wanna to lie to you no more
You know more you know more
But I think it's time
We close the door

I don't wanna to lie to you no more
You know more you know more
But I think it's time
We close the door
I don't wanna

[Bridge: Kaniption Beatz]
Go on living this lie continuing to hide
Everything I am when I can't be
Real with myself you or no one else
Because of what I dealt with

My times now I ain't about to quit and give
Haters ammunition to run off at the lips
So here I stand a spirit in the flesh
Imperfection at its best accept it or roll on

[Verse 2: Kaniption Beatz]
Now I know that I been distant
Even sometimes kinda awkward
But there's something I think that you should
Know before we move forward
It's a problem that I have inside
Of me I thought I conquered
But it's probably gonna rise from
The dead again, Day walker

Soaking all my sun up while
I'm cursed and undercover and
You wondering why you never
See me unless the moon up
And half there, at full glare
I'm probably just that iller
Quote Mike Jack I'm not
Like other guys, Thriller
The demons lie within its like
I'm fighting with my kinfolk
I might trip 'em and rough 'em
Up a bit but I cannot kill 'em
As much as I want to
Dismember this misfit, and get
Rid of em I can't
It shares my system, so I just

Do what I can
To make sure it doesn't take
Over again, one hundred
Percent so I can't
Promise I'll be the best
Man or even sane
But I know the one
Thing that remains is that

[Hook: Xsition]
I don't wanna to lie to you no more
You know more you know more
But I think it's time
We close the door

I don't wanna to lie to you no more
You know more you know more
But I think it's time
We close the door

I don't wanna

[Bridge: Kaniption Beatz]
Go on living this lie continuing to hide
Everything I am when I can't be
Real with myself you or no one else
Because of what I dealt with

My times now I ain't about to quit and give
Haters ammunition to run off at the lips
So here I stand a spirit in the flesh
Imperfection at its best accept it or roll on

[Verse 3: Kaniption Beatz]

Now with this all out in the open
Can I talk to you both for a moment
And make sure that
Everything is kosher, and
Understood that neither one of
You are leaving anytime soon
So its in all our best interest
Just to get along?

The beauty and the beast and
Me, can't we coexist?
It's a yes or a no answer
I can't be the bridge
In between the gap no more
It's done took it's toll
I'm all out of change, and
Now it's spilling on the floor

[Hook: Xsition]
I don't wanna to lie to you no more
You know more you know more
But I think it's time
We close the door

I don't wanna to lie to you no more
You know more you know more
But I think it's time
We close the door

I don't wanna...