Retrospect by Kalopsia Lyrics

When you look at me
I don't know how to feel
Did I fantasise
Or was it too real

You're benefiting at my expense, I can see
I have got to let this go, but my mind is running slower

Wanted all the closure
Now your head is on my shoulder
You have your grip on me
I wanted all the closure
Now your head is on my shoulder
You cannot control me

In retrospect I see it now
I can't believe what I allowed

I don't wanna be part of this big ordeal
Struggle to define
Cuz it's so surreal
I can't collect my thought's when you speak over mе
Will it all align?
Can I see it clear?
Wanted all the closurе
Now your head is on my shoulder
You have your grip on me
I wanted all the closure
Now your head is on my shoulder
You cannot control me