Lying to Myself by Kalie Shorr Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm a little out of touch with reality
It's never been that nice to me
I like the pictures I paint the best
You always seemed more down to Earth
I was a little hesitant at first
But after that night in LA
Well, you know the rest

[Pre-Chorus]
But it's not hard to feel that good
When you're drunk in Hollywood
So new to me, but you understood
And I helped you up on that pedestal
Damn, you looked incredible
I guess coming down's inevitable

[Chorus]
Am I out of my mind? Was this all in my head?
Am I making it up? Am I not making sense?
Were you leading me on? Now I'm too sad to tell
Wеre you lying to me or was I lying to myself?
[Verse 2]
I pickеd out all my favorite things you said
Then like a delusional architect
I built you up like a house of cards
Guess I really loved the idea of you
But the real problem is neither of you
Can hold me when it falls apart, yeah

[Pre-Chorus]
You liked it up on that pedestal
'Cause damn, you looked incredible
But coming down's inevitable

[Chorus]
Am I out of my mind? Was this all in my head?
Am I making it up? Am I not making sense?
Were you leading me on? Now I'm too sad to tell
Were you lying to me or was I lying to myself?

[Bridge]
What if I trusted my intuition the way that I trusted you? Ooh
Did you ever even need me the way that I wanted you?

[Chorus]
Am I out of my mind? Was this all in my head?
Am I making it up? Am I not making sense?
Am I out of my mind? Was this all in my head?
Am I making it up? Am I not making sense?
Were you leading me on? Now I'm too sad to tell
Were you lying to me or was I lying to myself?
[Post-Chorus]
Lying to myself
Lying to myself