Why am I still here by Kaleb Alvarado, Roberto Cordovs Lyrics

[Snippet]

I don't care anymore
I wish I never did
It's all because my heart is sore
I need to get over this
The pain is overdosing me
I can't stand the hatred
Of someone hating me
Of something that I never did

Managing my life with you is heard enough
Why'd you have to go? You left me in such a rush
For some other ugly ass dude but you were my only first crush
You were my first love oh God, you were my only one