I.D.C.I.I.O i don’t care if i overdose by Kaiiii Lyrics

[verse 1]
Every night the light fades
My happiness goes with it
When you’re heartbroken and scared
You can’t seem to stitch it
There’s something missing in me
In that space that i can’t feel in
There’s gotta be an answer out there
But what is it?

[verse 2]
I’m second guessing everything
What i feel inside, within
I’m insecure, i’m saying
I’m not comfortable in my skin
I never chose to be me
Or live in this life of sin
Some say better days are ahead
But i’m pretty surе in not convinced

[verse 3]
I lost everything i had
Thеre’s nothing left to obtain
I’m followed by grey clouds
I’m over this shit, i’m drained
Drowning in emotions
I’m drenched in December rain
I’ll find a way to numb the pain, novocaine
[verse 4]
Pathetic, po-poetic
I’m irrelevant to most
All i need is anesthetic
Then i’ll be okay, then go
Give me everything you’ve got (you know i’ll do the same)
I don’t care if i overdose, or get shot in the brain
Cause i’ll be a lost cause, You know i’ll decompose
I’ll be erased from your brain