The Realist by Kaan Gneberk Lyrics

The night, it falls on me like a ton of bricks
And the sun, it rises but it doesn't wake me
A thousand times, I've fucked you in my mind
And it still was better than the last
I don't know how long you'll be there, but if you come now
I'm only good for one thing

I'll paint you a picture with my pessimistic [?]
I'll paint you a picture with my pessimistic [?]
I'll paint you a picture with my pessimistic [?]
I'll paint you a picture with my pessimistic [?]

You always
Can have from now on