Handful by KYU ~ (fka tokio) Lyrics

[VERSE]
Whip robotic
Chain psychotic
Slip narcotics
Ain't no happiness within me these days, bro, I swear I lost it
Sinking down in faucets
Bed is fucked, I'm tossing
They say that down in Slauson
All your problems become nonsense
Senses are trapped but conscious
Though drink 'til I'm feeling nauseous
Got the deal, I'm less cautious
I know I should give up all this
Not my music, I'm talkin' 'bout drink abusing
I'm fusing down in my life with this shit I'm wrongly using
My DNA is a curse to say
But yet, I'm forced to stay
The day I'm in the hearse
My words will touch above array
And even in the grave
I'll save a couple from this fate
Yet I know that ain't no opening for me at Pearly Gates, wait
What a waste of this beautiful, tragic state
Chase
Down this pain with the tunes I keep on replay
Lay
Down my face on the pave' when it's time to save
Slay
My own self in the moments I come to cave
[HOOK] (4x)
I'm sorry, my mother, for all the shit
Ain't no excuse, I'm recluse, I am just a shitty son