Productive junkie by KRNEL Lyrics

I know that you got real feelings
Why are you not trying to prove it
Now I'm so numb I can't even change it
Now I'm so high I can't even feel it

I wake up in the morning i want to slit my wrist
Oh shit another day another lick
Someday i think about how last summer was lit
I was with my blondie girl no stress no deal
She kept telling me that our love was real
I got one question
Why the fuck you dipped?