Occholism by KP19 Lyrics

(Spoken)
The awareness and the smallness of your perspective
By what you couldn't possibly draw any meaningful conclusion at all
About the world of the past or complexities of culture
Because although your life is epic and unrepeatable
It still only has the sample size of one
And may end up being the control for a much wilder experiment
Happening in the next room

Definitions am I right?
I gotta let something off my chest

Occhiolism
Smallen my perspеctive
Lost and ineffectivе
I look at my reflection
Looking so hopeless
The path I'm looking blindly
I'm fucking paranoid
And in that I'm annoyed
Shuttin' people out
Sittin' with my doubts
People only use me
I just wanna be freein'
Pushin' all my buttons
Looking at my troubles
Trying to flex my muscles
My muscles, they just crumble

Loaded in the pistol
Tryna make the "boom"
But I just get suppressin'
All I hear is "woosh"
Found out was bipolar
Now she left my shoulder
I just wanna hold her
But I just really [?]

Feelin' really small and
I'm really really stolen
Guess it's just me
I'm in my own world

Fuck, man
Occhiolism