On My Mind by KLAIRVOYANT Lyrics
Feel like I'm losing my mind
Like what is life and who am I?
Who are these people around me
Why do I hate my surroundings
I'm scared and lost within the realm I perceive
I sometimes wish I never came and wish that I could leave
But I know I don't fully believe
That the things that I think are mostly temporary
He…. Needs...me
She….needs...me
I...need...them
To be happy and safe
I can't give up on anything
Because these people need me so bad
I can't let them down
I gotta stick around
I ask myself sometimes if I need to get my eyes aligned
I'm all wrapped up in tightening vines
But I feel safe secluded
But I can't hide from society
Even though it takes the air from me
I must stand next to this yet parallel
I'll always go for them I must not fail
I'm so crazy
Losing my mind
I'm so crazy
I am a sickened and twisted misfit
Prissy and pissy and constantly risking my mental state to make sure my family doesn't have to be completely picky about where they wanna eat or what they wanna watch when they go to sleep because we can afford a fucking t.v. and a tv dinner for a 1.93 just to get through to next week for next week's check just to pay bills and half of them reminding me that more is coming
Look I just got a text that my bills are a fucking mess and leaving me stressed and completely perplexed
Problems big ass a trex except it sees me when I take a slight step and chomps down on my head but bitch i still ain't found a way of giving up on this yet
I'm not giving up on this yet
I'm so crazy
I ask myself if I'm even real
You ever sit alone in a room and you feel like your leaving the room but that's not exactly true and your having an obe at the same time you having a panic attack
I'm talking like you are being controlled remotely, until the very moment your body snaps back and you somehow found a way to relax and then begin to ask how the fuck did I go ahead and overcome all of that
I was trippin' and losing it but now I'm okay but confused a bit about what the hell just happened back there
Was I even sitting in that chair or was I imagining it being there
Does anybody actually care
Am I just being crazy and going off topic when I was trying to make a point or is my point that I can't stay on topic because I find it hard to enjoy
Anything
Anytime
Anywhere
Anyway
Anyhow
I'm stricken with guilt and what ifs
Wrap me up in a quilt and lemme watch some Netflix
Fuck it
Fuck it
Like what is life and who am I?
Who are these people around me
Why do I hate my surroundings
I'm scared and lost within the realm I perceive
I sometimes wish I never came and wish that I could leave
But I know I don't fully believe
That the things that I think are mostly temporary
He…. Needs...me
She….needs...me
I...need...them
To be happy and safe
I can't give up on anything
Because these people need me so bad
I can't let them down
I gotta stick around
I ask myself sometimes if I need to get my eyes aligned
I'm all wrapped up in tightening vines
But I feel safe secluded
But I can't hide from society
Even though it takes the air from me
I must stand next to this yet parallel
I'll always go for them I must not fail
I'm so crazy
Losing my mind
I'm so crazy
I am a sickened and twisted misfit
Prissy and pissy and constantly risking my mental state to make sure my family doesn't have to be completely picky about where they wanna eat or what they wanna watch when they go to sleep because we can afford a fucking t.v. and a tv dinner for a 1.93 just to get through to next week for next week's check just to pay bills and half of them reminding me that more is coming
Look I just got a text that my bills are a fucking mess and leaving me stressed and completely perplexed
Problems big ass a trex except it sees me when I take a slight step and chomps down on my head but bitch i still ain't found a way of giving up on this yet
I'm not giving up on this yet
I'm so crazy
I ask myself if I'm even real
You ever sit alone in a room and you feel like your leaving the room but that's not exactly true and your having an obe at the same time you having a panic attack
I'm talking like you are being controlled remotely, until the very moment your body snaps back and you somehow found a way to relax and then begin to ask how the fuck did I go ahead and overcome all of that
I was trippin' and losing it but now I'm okay but confused a bit about what the hell just happened back there
Was I even sitting in that chair or was I imagining it being there
Does anybody actually care
Am I just being crazy and going off topic when I was trying to make a point or is my point that I can't stay on topic because I find it hard to enjoy
Anything
Anytime
Anywhere
Anyway
Anyhow
I'm stricken with guilt and what ifs
Wrap me up in a quilt and lemme watch some Netflix
Fuck it
Fuck it