Dying To Live by KDsouls Lyrics
KDsouls 🎠Dying To Live Lyrics
(Verse)
I live the life I used to dream
When I was just a kid
I wrote a letter to the older me to help me Vent
The drugs I take can numb the pain but never stop pain
I told my baby I won't talk about my own demise
It's really hard when everything you touch
Just falls apart and I don't really wana die
Am just dying to live
But every time I find peace
I pay with more pain
I lost a feeling
A feeling
That made me want to live
Was running empty for many yеars and many nights
I found a girl she had the feeling that' I was searching
Shе told me
Fuck all this depression shit you post about
Just depressing my depression
It ain't healthy nigga
I miss the nigga who had plans
The one who made me laugh
The one who told me
I was safe and I was so protected
But you just turned into a different person since we came
Is it your friends or its the drugs
Well I will never know
But I don't feel the love
The real love I once felt
Because I feel like I will never be enough for you
Just know I love you
I won't criticise a word you say
You think you are the only one
Whose got some problems that's thing
And even when we had nothing
Yeah
We had each other
You told me you would quit
The drugs and the lean
The weed and the scav
You never keep your word
Am losing faith in you
Dont know what's changing you
You not the same no more
I hate to be the one
Who has to tell you this
But if I fucking don't
Your friends won't tell you shit
They love it when you spend
They crowd you like a king
I bet it feels amazing
Is that the life you want
You say you wana die
I lose my mind at night
And You think that' it's a joke
You walk alone at night
What something happened to you
Your bro was calling me up
He thought that I was with you
I didn't know what to say, I drove at 2 with a kid
Stressed and searching for you
Your boys knew you missing
But no one came looking
Am the one whose got your back
I hope you get the message
I got 1 more to tell you
Just hope you can patient
With Love Zara
© KDsoulsMusic ®
(Verse)
I live the life I used to dream
When I was just a kid
I wrote a letter to the older me to help me Vent
The drugs I take can numb the pain but never stop pain
I told my baby I won't talk about my own demise
It's really hard when everything you touch
Just falls apart and I don't really wana die
Am just dying to live
But every time I find peace
I pay with more pain
I lost a feeling
A feeling
That made me want to live
Was running empty for many yеars and many nights
I found a girl she had the feeling that' I was searching
Shе told me
Fuck all this depression shit you post about
Just depressing my depression
It ain't healthy nigga
I miss the nigga who had plans
The one who made me laugh
The one who told me
I was safe and I was so protected
But you just turned into a different person since we came
Is it your friends or its the drugs
Well I will never know
But I don't feel the love
The real love I once felt
Because I feel like I will never be enough for you
Just know I love you
I won't criticise a word you say
You think you are the only one
Whose got some problems that's thing
And even when we had nothing
Yeah
We had each other
You told me you would quit
The drugs and the lean
The weed and the scav
You never keep your word
Am losing faith in you
Dont know what's changing you
You not the same no more
I hate to be the one
Who has to tell you this
But if I fucking don't
Your friends won't tell you shit
They love it when you spend
They crowd you like a king
I bet it feels amazing
Is that the life you want
You say you wana die
I lose my mind at night
And You think that' it's a joke
You walk alone at night
What something happened to you
Your bro was calling me up
He thought that I was with you
I didn't know what to say, I drove at 2 with a kid
Stressed and searching for you
Your boys knew you missing
But no one came looking
Am the one whose got your back
I hope you get the message
I got 1 more to tell you
Just hope you can patient
With Love Zara
© KDsoulsMusic ®