The Problem by KATIE KITTERMASTER Lyrics

I DON'T WANNA BE A BURDEN ON YOU
DON'T WANT YOU TO HAVE TO GO THROUGH
ANYTHING LIKE HE DID THAT DAY

SO I WON'T TELL YOU WHAT IT FEELS LIKE ON THE INSIDE
I'LL TELL YOU THAT I'M FEELING JUST FINE
SO THAT YOU DON'T RUN AWAY

I'VE BEEN TRYING TO TELL MYSELF THAT I'M BETTER
I'VE BEEN TRYING TO TELL MYSELF I'M ALRIGHT
I'VE BEEN TRYING TO TELL MYSELF THAT I'M STRONGER THAN I WAS BEFORE BUT I KNOW THAT I'M LYING

MAYBE IT'S JUST ME ALL ALONG
MAYBE IT'S JUST WHO I AM
THE DOCTORS GOT IT WRONG
NO HEALING OR GRIEVING OR SPEAKING TO SOMEONE CAN CHANGE ME
MAYBE I'M THE PROBLEM

MAYBE I, MAYBE I
MAYBE I'M THE PROBLEM
MAYBE I, MAYBE I
I KNOW THAT HIDING THIS PART OF ME IS UNFAIR
BUT I DON'T WANNA SCARE YOU AWAY
I DON'T WANNA LOOSE EVERYTHING

AND SOMETIMES I FORGET WHAT HE SAID WHEN HE BROKE ME
AND I THINK TO MYSELF OH MAYBE
I'VE WON, IT'S ALL GONE , I CAN BE HAPPY

I'VE BEEN TRYING TO TELL MYSELF THAT I'M BETTER
I'VE BEEN TRYING TO TELL MYSELF I'M ALRIGHT
I'VE BEEN TRYING TO TELL MYSELF THAT I'M STRONGER THAN I WAS BEFORE BUT I KNOW THAT I'M LYING

MAYBE IT'S JUST ME ALL ALONG
MAYBE IT'S JUST WHO I AM
THE DOCTORS GOT IT WRONG
NO HEALING OR GRIEVING OR SPEAKING TO SOMEONE CAN CHANGE ME
MAYBE I'M THE PROBLEM

MAYBE I, MAYBE I
MAYBE I'M THE PROBLEM
MAYBE I, MAYBE I

ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT IT WAS JUST A PHASE
A TEENAGE KIND OF ANGST
BUT IT SEEMS IT JUST WON'T GO AWAY
AND I DIDN'T WANNA TELL YOU
CUZ I'M TERRIFIED THAT YOU'LL DO WHAT HE DID
UP AND LEAVE ME
SO MAYBE IT'S JUST ME ALL ALONG
MAYBE IT'S JUST WHO I AM
THE DOCTORS GOT IT WRONG
NO HEALING OR GRIEVING OR SPEAKING TO SOMEONE CAN CHANGE ME
MAYBE I'M THE PROBLEM

MAYBE IT'S JUST ALL MY FAULT
MAYBE THEY LEFT CUZ I FORCED THEM TO BOLT OUT THE DOOR
THE PEOPLE I ADORE ARE LIKE GHOSTS FROM A PAST LIFE
I DIDN'T KNOW WHY
BUT MAYBE I'M THE PROBLEM

MAYBE I, MAYBE I
MAYBE I'M THE PROBLEM
MAYBE I, MAYBE I

MAYBE I'M THE PROBLEM