Bittersweet by K. Stone Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Call it bittersweet when my feet touch the bitter street
Feeling of home lookin' ’pon the glitter sheet
From the same place where you first broke down
Haven't been whole since I left that town
Can't do nothin’ but look back through
That lens that saw nothin' but baby blue
Cuz so much has changed these last few days
And I feel like I have no control over this phase
Just watch it go bye at the speed of snails
And takin' every hit like I crash against the rails
Dudes I used to talk to, rarely see anymore
This doesn't see right like an uncanny shore
And it never gets any easier it seems
Cuz after five years I still have those dreams
Chillin' on the hill near the road, hit the store
Blazin' those tracks that suplex yo' soul
Back in the day I had jay on repeat
Still put him on whenever that creep
Come through my mind, to bring back the old time
Sendin' shivers up my spine the whole time
Can’t go back no matter how I plead
Sometime familiar is all you need
Have to go back when i reach my ceiling
As i step of the train I get this feeling