Afraid by K. Stone Lyrics
[Verse 1]
So i called the hotline and got time
Like nine month after the fact
I got through that day but as of late
I really wish that I had cracked
Cuz I'm still in this shit and it stays everyday
Although reconnecting is great
It just opens up my case
And more mistakes to make ,but hey
At least I'm not alone in this ride to the crossroads
Hopefully someone'll find the lost codes
That can finally, definitely make me alright
Cuz right now I'm lookin' for a not so small height
Or at least a sturdy bar something from a black thought
And if I'm forced to stay maybe a crack spot
Cuz this crackpot is really about to burst
And blurt out evеry curse on this wretched ass vеrse
I've heard it gets greater later for 10 years
But nobody's told me it's okay to have my fears
[Hook]
I'm afraid of waistin' time and loosin' control
I'm afraid to think this is life as a whole
I'm afraid of what i tucked in the back of my mind
Cuz it always seems to come back when I turn a blind eye
I'm afraid of waistin' time and loosin' control
I'm afraid to think this is life as a whole
I'm afraid of what i tucked in the back of my mind
Cuz it always seems to come back when I turn a blind eye
[Verse 2]
Anxious about the future, readin' into signs
Cuz I'm always that friend that gets left behind
Ain't no one checkin' me, textin' me
Feels like they're just mentally X'in' me
Out, no doubt I'm pullin' things out the air
But shit feels reasonable when you plagued by despair
And self cares a chore so it gets put on the burner
'Til i wished that i had one and got placed in the furnace
I don't eat, I don't sleep, I'm breakin' down
Yeah I made the beat but I ain't close to the crown
Puttin' help in the sheet but I still drown
Wanna remove my seat from this ill town
At the office said null so it stays the same
The novice red skull but what's my endgame
I've heard it gets greater later for 10 years
But nobody's told me it's okay to have my fears
[Hook]
I'm afraid of waistin' time and loosin' control
I'm afraid to think this is life as a whole
I'm afraid of what i tucked in the back of my mind
Cuz it always seems to come back when I turn a blind eye
I'm afraid of waistin' time and loosin' control
I'm afraid to think this is life as a whole
I'm afraid of what i tucked in the back of my mind
Cuz it always seems to come back when I turn a blind eye
[Verse 3]
Wake up, check in, dance and go home
I wanna go ghost, I wanna go roam
I wanna see my folks which will limit the above
I wanna log off, I wanna debug
Phone's ringin' shit i ain't answerin'
Unless it's like Al I'll be cancellin'
So tired of it all, feels like endless withdrawal
I just wanna be alone, fuck another call
I'll vent to the pen fuck if it's slurred
Cuz if I speak with the pen i know I won't be heard
But how long can i go on with this shit
Puttin' my soul into another business
Slavin' away until Christmas
Just to come back to a jaw full o' citrus
Nah that's not what I'll ever crave
Sun's comin' up, here comes another wave
[Hook]
I'm afraid of waistin' time and loosin' control
I'm afraid to think this is life as a whole
I'm afraid of what i tucked in the back of my mind
Cuz it always seems to come back when I turn a blind eye
I'm afraid of waistin' time and loosin' control
I'm afraid to think this is life as a whole
I'm afraid of what i tucked in the back of my mind
Cuz it always seems to come back when I turn a blind eye
I'm afraid of waistin' time and loosin' control
I'm afraid to think this is life as a whole
I'm afraid of what i tucked in the back of my mind
Cuz it always seems to come back when I turn a blind eye
I'm afraid of waistin' time and loosin' control
I'm afraid to think this is life as a whole
I'm afraid of what i tucked in the back of my mind
Cuz it always seems to come back when I turn a blind eye
So i called the hotline and got time
Like nine month after the fact
I got through that day but as of late
I really wish that I had cracked
Cuz I'm still in this shit and it stays everyday
Although reconnecting is great
It just opens up my case
And more mistakes to make ,but hey
At least I'm not alone in this ride to the crossroads
Hopefully someone'll find the lost codes
That can finally, definitely make me alright
Cuz right now I'm lookin' for a not so small height
Or at least a sturdy bar something from a black thought
And if I'm forced to stay maybe a crack spot
Cuz this crackpot is really about to burst
And blurt out evеry curse on this wretched ass vеrse
I've heard it gets greater later for 10 years
But nobody's told me it's okay to have my fears
[Hook]
I'm afraid of waistin' time and loosin' control
I'm afraid to think this is life as a whole
I'm afraid of what i tucked in the back of my mind
Cuz it always seems to come back when I turn a blind eye
I'm afraid of waistin' time and loosin' control
I'm afraid to think this is life as a whole
I'm afraid of what i tucked in the back of my mind
Cuz it always seems to come back when I turn a blind eye
[Verse 2]
Anxious about the future, readin' into signs
Cuz I'm always that friend that gets left behind
Ain't no one checkin' me, textin' me
Feels like they're just mentally X'in' me
Out, no doubt I'm pullin' things out the air
But shit feels reasonable when you plagued by despair
And self cares a chore so it gets put on the burner
'Til i wished that i had one and got placed in the furnace
I don't eat, I don't sleep, I'm breakin' down
Yeah I made the beat but I ain't close to the crown
Puttin' help in the sheet but I still drown
Wanna remove my seat from this ill town
At the office said null so it stays the same
The novice red skull but what's my endgame
I've heard it gets greater later for 10 years
But nobody's told me it's okay to have my fears
[Hook]
I'm afraid of waistin' time and loosin' control
I'm afraid to think this is life as a whole
I'm afraid of what i tucked in the back of my mind
Cuz it always seems to come back when I turn a blind eye
I'm afraid of waistin' time and loosin' control
I'm afraid to think this is life as a whole
I'm afraid of what i tucked in the back of my mind
Cuz it always seems to come back when I turn a blind eye
[Verse 3]
Wake up, check in, dance and go home
I wanna go ghost, I wanna go roam
I wanna see my folks which will limit the above
I wanna log off, I wanna debug
Phone's ringin' shit i ain't answerin'
Unless it's like Al I'll be cancellin'
So tired of it all, feels like endless withdrawal
I just wanna be alone, fuck another call
I'll vent to the pen fuck if it's slurred
Cuz if I speak with the pen i know I won't be heard
But how long can i go on with this shit
Puttin' my soul into another business
Slavin' away until Christmas
Just to come back to a jaw full o' citrus
Nah that's not what I'll ever crave
Sun's comin' up, here comes another wave
[Hook]
I'm afraid of waistin' time and loosin' control
I'm afraid to think this is life as a whole
I'm afraid of what i tucked in the back of my mind
Cuz it always seems to come back when I turn a blind eye
I'm afraid of waistin' time and loosin' control
I'm afraid to think this is life as a whole
I'm afraid of what i tucked in the back of my mind
Cuz it always seems to come back when I turn a blind eye
I'm afraid of waistin' time and loosin' control
I'm afraid to think this is life as a whole
I'm afraid of what i tucked in the back of my mind
Cuz it always seems to come back when I turn a blind eye
I'm afraid of waistin' time and loosin' control
I'm afraid to think this is life as a whole
I'm afraid of what i tucked in the back of my mind
Cuz it always seems to come back when I turn a blind eye