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The End... To the Pain by K-Odd-ik Lyrics

Genre: rap | Year: 2015

[Verse 1:]
Kiss the barrel with the tip in my lips
Guess I slipped, fucking loaded six in the clip
Put it in my mouth, click cabang
Blow my brains out, nobody miss a thang
If only it was that easy but it's hard
I've been waiting years just to pull this motherfucking card
Bottle of pain pills, push down and turn
A whole handful swallowed and nobody's concerned
'Nother handful and a fucking cat nap
Next thing you know, I'm laying in the back
Of a hearse in a coffin, do I regret it?
Fuck no I'm glad my brains look like shredded lettuce
Everything I do is influenced or straight copied
Walking round town with my wrist all sloppy
I ain't fucking unique, I'm worthless as the rest
That's why I'm bout to stop this heartbeat in my chest

[Hook x2:]
All these thoughts run through my head
I wanna be gone, I wanna be dead
All these thoughts run through my brain
Put a bullet in my head and an end to the pain
[Verse 2:]
Get behind the wheel going 185
On an 85 stretch bitch I'm ready to die
Either head on collision or rolled in a ditch
Fuck this, slam the breaks - car pileup, bitch
Tying the noose, making sure it ain't loose
Make sure it's real tight with my neck in the loop
Chair in my closet, fasten my throat
Kick the chair out from underneath me, here goes
Watch as it all fades to black
As my vision shuts off and I choke and hack
My body laying lifeless in the closet for years
Til somebody finally checks on me, no tears
Cut my wrist and finally hit the vein
And that's the day that I finally forget the pain
Now I'm bleeding to death, in my bedroom crying
I've been waiting for this day, shit I ain't lying

[Hook x2]

[Verse 3:]
Cyanide capsules will put me away
When I shut off my lights and everything's gray
Swallow them both with a glass of water
Then I can finally surpass this monster
I'm sick of my thoughts, I'm sick of my brain
I'm sick of my life and I'm sick of my pain
That's why I got this blade and I'm slittin' my veins
And I'm bout to leave my brains all over the paint
I wish I would've been a fucking miscarriage
Or abortion or SIDS killed me off in the carriage
I wish my mom was PRO-Choice not PRO-Life
And the doctors had to remove me I would've had no life
I wrote this sitting in the bathtub, close my eyes
Go to sleep underneath watch the water rise
Lungs fill up with hot water and death
That's all I inhaled with my very last breath
[Hook x2]

[Outro:]
Fuck this shit!
(BANG!) Uh!

Ha ha ha ha
Yeah, right
Freek Shit
We'll never die
Bitch!