S.O.S. by K-Odd-ik Lyrics
[Verse 1:]
I don't have no faith in me, there's demons chasing me
They're up inside my mind running circles trying to play with me
And they can be very compelling, they're barricading me
Saving me from living my life and it's fucking changing me
Amazingly, I'm still pushing through but they won't budge
It's like I have an open mind that's closed shut
No one can penitrate it, because it's been invaded
No happy thoughts to depression it is designated
And it's dedicated, my happiness just evaporated
Is depression just a figment of my imagination?
Maybe it's not that bad, I just exaggerate it
If that's the case then why the fuck do I feel captivated?
Isolated, am I evil? Man, I debate it
If I want my happiness back, I'll have to fight to take it
What's it like to smile? Damn I'd like to taste it
I look in the mirror I'm staring into the eyes of Satan
[Hook x2:]
Can't someone save me from this
I feel nothing but numbness
There's no escaping from this
Don't like what I'm becomin'
[Verse 2:]
Feeling dead inside, wanna run and hide
'Cause I feel numb inside - fucking mummified
Darkness lingers in my mind, tell it come inside
Leave all the light behind, I think I'm becomin' blind
Can anybody throw some hope my way?
'Cause I'm already broke and I just got paid
Sorry y'all I'm going through a writer's block
Every line I can't decide whether it's tight or not
Think I should tie the knot on the noose, call it a truce
With life it's got me chewed up, swallowed I'm gonna lose
So I choose to give in and do it but I refuse
'Cause I love my life just don't wanna screw it up, I'm confused
I'm abused by my own mind, it says I'm not shit
I try to brush it off with changing the topic
I've lost it and now I'm mentally exhausted
The war in my mind has concluded and I've lost it
[Hook x4:]
Can't someone save me from this
I feel nothing but numbness
There's no escaping from this
Don't like what I'm becomin'
I don't have no faith in me, there's demons chasing me
They're up inside my mind running circles trying to play with me
And they can be very compelling, they're barricading me
Saving me from living my life and it's fucking changing me
Amazingly, I'm still pushing through but they won't budge
It's like I have an open mind that's closed shut
No one can penitrate it, because it's been invaded
No happy thoughts to depression it is designated
And it's dedicated, my happiness just evaporated
Is depression just a figment of my imagination?
Maybe it's not that bad, I just exaggerate it
If that's the case then why the fuck do I feel captivated?
Isolated, am I evil? Man, I debate it
If I want my happiness back, I'll have to fight to take it
What's it like to smile? Damn I'd like to taste it
I look in the mirror I'm staring into the eyes of Satan
[Hook x2:]
Can't someone save me from this
I feel nothing but numbness
There's no escaping from this
Don't like what I'm becomin'
[Verse 2:]
Feeling dead inside, wanna run and hide
'Cause I feel numb inside - fucking mummified
Darkness lingers in my mind, tell it come inside
Leave all the light behind, I think I'm becomin' blind
Can anybody throw some hope my way?
'Cause I'm already broke and I just got paid
Sorry y'all I'm going through a writer's block
Every line I can't decide whether it's tight or not
Think I should tie the knot on the noose, call it a truce
With life it's got me chewed up, swallowed I'm gonna lose
So I choose to give in and do it but I refuse
'Cause I love my life just don't wanna screw it up, I'm confused
I'm abused by my own mind, it says I'm not shit
I try to brush it off with changing the topic
I've lost it and now I'm mentally exhausted
The war in my mind has concluded and I've lost it
[Hook x4:]
Can't someone save me from this
I feel nothing but numbness
There's no escaping from this
Don't like what I'm becomin'