No Reason by K-Odd-ik Lyrics
[Verse 1:]
Ever since I was young I've been looking for a reason
To live life, but lately, I just wanna quit breathin'
I lay awake at night contemplating leavin'
The thought of death crosses my mind, it's appeasin'
Think I'll put the nine to my throat and start squeezin'
The trigger, jump outta bed and I start screamin'
Reach for the blade, cut my wrist apart bleedin'
Panic attackin' in the corner it's been a harsh evenin'
Get on my knees and pray to the one you call God
But no luck, probably just another facade
That's some people's reason and I find it odd
Doin everything all in the name of a fraud
I hate to say that cause part of me believes
That he hears me every time I say I wanna leave
But he sure as hell doesn't make it easier to breathe
Or take away the cuts underneath my sleeve
[Hook: YOU+ME]
Circles and cycles and seasons
For everything there's always reason
But it's never good
Never turns out as it should
[Verse 2:]
I can't even find a bleak reason to keep breathin'
The whole worlds targeting me and it's heat seekin'
No rest for the wicked, so I'm never sweet sleepin'
My pillows filled with nightmares, there's no sweet dreamin'
So I'mma cock it back, still one in the chamber
Savin' me from torment, this gun is a savior
I can taste it on my tongue, it's the flavor
Of victory, no more pain I'm done with the razor
You can hear it cock back, I can feel it tremble
Shakin' can't even hold it straight on my temple
Thinking bout how every one was so judgemental
Now I'm bout to go and be judged by the devil
Gently squeeze the trigger as it leads in
A bullet to the back of my brain blown to pieces
Body laying on the bed, rest in piece bitch
All because I could never find a goddamn reason
[Hook]
Ever since I was young I've been looking for a reason
To live life, but lately, I just wanna quit breathin'
I lay awake at night contemplating leavin'
The thought of death crosses my mind, it's appeasin'
Think I'll put the nine to my throat and start squeezin'
The trigger, jump outta bed and I start screamin'
Reach for the blade, cut my wrist apart bleedin'
Panic attackin' in the corner it's been a harsh evenin'
Get on my knees and pray to the one you call God
But no luck, probably just another facade
That's some people's reason and I find it odd
Doin everything all in the name of a fraud
I hate to say that cause part of me believes
That he hears me every time I say I wanna leave
But he sure as hell doesn't make it easier to breathe
Or take away the cuts underneath my sleeve
[Hook: YOU+ME]
Circles and cycles and seasons
For everything there's always reason
But it's never good
Never turns out as it should
[Verse 2:]
I can't even find a bleak reason to keep breathin'
The whole worlds targeting me and it's heat seekin'
No rest for the wicked, so I'm never sweet sleepin'
My pillows filled with nightmares, there's no sweet dreamin'
So I'mma cock it back, still one in the chamber
Savin' me from torment, this gun is a savior
I can taste it on my tongue, it's the flavor
Of victory, no more pain I'm done with the razor
You can hear it cock back, I can feel it tremble
Shakin' can't even hold it straight on my temple
Thinking bout how every one was so judgemental
Now I'm bout to go and be judged by the devil
Gently squeeze the trigger as it leads in
A bullet to the back of my brain blown to pieces
Body laying on the bed, rest in piece bitch
All because I could never find a goddamn reason
[Hook]