Medecine by K-Odd-ik Lyrics
[Hook: Daughter & K-Odd-ik]
Pick it up, pick it all up
And start again
You've got a second chance, you could go home
Escape it all, it's just irrelevant
It's just medicine
It's just medicine
[Verse 1:]
Fall flat on my face into the concrete
Naw I'm getting up nothing can stop me
Off I dust the dirt that got on me
All my confidence caved that's what it cost me
Fuck you, I don't want your pity
I loved you but now you're all so shitty
Trust you? A bad call no kidding
And it sucks too cause we used to all go swimming
In the lake of life, I let you snakes take a bite
I'd help you make it right but you will never take advice
Can't put a tag on love but your ass paid the price
Cause you lost all mine I don't know how to say it nice
Used to trust everyone, now I realize this
It's a cold world my own father steals my shit
But I can't let it get me, just brush it off and move on
I'm done, been dealing with this shit for too long
[Hook:]
You could still be what you want to
What you said you were when I met you
You've got a warm heart, you've got a beautiful brain
But it's disintegrating from all the medicine
From all the medicine
From all the medicine
Medicine
[Verse 2:]
When I was ten, I watched my dad break into the window
Of my grandpa's room for a handful of Benzos
He came down stumbling, couldn't even walk straight
I called my grandpa on the phone in the walkway
My dad heard the conversation and started screaming
In my face and all I saw in his eyes was a demon
The cops showed up, he was close to an overdose
His eyes were so empty and his body looked cold and froze
He said he was sorry, I knew he didn't mean it
As soon as he was out for the pills he was reachin'
Telling me he wasn't, he was lying flat out
I could see the pill dust on the cracks of his mouth
I only called gramps cause I was truly afraid
Knew you were sick and didn't want you in a grave
But I got myself through like I always do
And plus I raised myself no thanks to you
[Hook:]
You could still be what you want to
What you said you were when you met me
You could still be what you want to
What you said you were when I met you
When you met me, when I met you
[Outro (in background):]
And when the ambulance left... with you in the back...
I saw that look in your eyes... I know this ain't what you want...
Please... I just want my dad back... fuck...
Pick it up, pick it all up
And start again
You've got a second chance, you could go home
Escape it all, it's just irrelevant
It's just medicine
It's just medicine
[Verse 1:]
Fall flat on my face into the concrete
Naw I'm getting up nothing can stop me
Off I dust the dirt that got on me
All my confidence caved that's what it cost me
Fuck you, I don't want your pity
I loved you but now you're all so shitty
Trust you? A bad call no kidding
And it sucks too cause we used to all go swimming
In the lake of life, I let you snakes take a bite
I'd help you make it right but you will never take advice
Can't put a tag on love but your ass paid the price
Cause you lost all mine I don't know how to say it nice
Used to trust everyone, now I realize this
It's a cold world my own father steals my shit
But I can't let it get me, just brush it off and move on
I'm done, been dealing with this shit for too long
[Hook:]
You could still be what you want to
What you said you were when I met you
You've got a warm heart, you've got a beautiful brain
But it's disintegrating from all the medicine
From all the medicine
From all the medicine
Medicine
[Verse 2:]
When I was ten, I watched my dad break into the window
Of my grandpa's room for a handful of Benzos
He came down stumbling, couldn't even walk straight
I called my grandpa on the phone in the walkway
My dad heard the conversation and started screaming
In my face and all I saw in his eyes was a demon
The cops showed up, he was close to an overdose
His eyes were so empty and his body looked cold and froze
He said he was sorry, I knew he didn't mean it
As soon as he was out for the pills he was reachin'
Telling me he wasn't, he was lying flat out
I could see the pill dust on the cracks of his mouth
I only called gramps cause I was truly afraid
Knew you were sick and didn't want you in a grave
But I got myself through like I always do
And plus I raised myself no thanks to you
[Hook:]
You could still be what you want to
What you said you were when you met me
You could still be what you want to
What you said you were when I met you
When you met me, when I met you
[Outro (in background):]
And when the ambulance left... with you in the back...
I saw that look in your eyes... I know this ain't what you want...
Please... I just want my dad back... fuck...