How I Was by Julian Nilsen Lyrics

Hook:
When we first met, I never thought I’d be like that
I thought I was perfect, I thought we would connect
I quickly saw how wrong I was, did’t see what I caused
I can’t do anything, it was just how I was

Verse 1:
How can I do this to you, I would never hurt you, but you
Do some things with my mind, that I can’t get my head to
Why am I being like this? I’m just being selfish
I never think about you, and how this is
Never understand your feelings the way it is
Fuck everybody’s opinion, I loved you since

Hook:
When we first met, I never thought I’d be like that
I thought I was perfect, I thought we would connect
I quickly saw how wrong I was, did’t see what I caused
I can’t do anything, it was just how I was

Verse 2:
Why do I do the same thing over again?
I always get mad, so I just count to ten
I promise this is not how I wanna be
I know you hate me, but I want you to see
I love you, and I mean it by every word
I know sometimes everything is absurd
Never take things I say to personal
I try the best I can so please be merciful
Hook:
When we first met, I never thought I’d be like that
I thought I was perfect, I thought we would connect
I quickly saw how wrong I was, did’t see what I caused
I can’t do anything, it was just how I was