Crippled by Jukai Lyrics

Run circles around my head
Life lost, hopes crushed , dwell in regret
Stuck to the floor day after day
Face down in past mistakes
Searching for a way to gain some clarity
Nothing seems real to me
Crippled by fear
Suffer my life without you here
Reaching out for those better days
But the clock spits hours in my fucking face
Crippled by fear, Misery takes its toll
Left with the ache of a dying soul
My heart burns a thousand pyres
Those who've sown in tears shall reap in joy
Yet the harvest produces constant lies
Promises of tomorrow fail to come to light
Wrapping me in unyielding pain and frustration
These promises fail to come to fruition

Closed my eyes to your truth
You numbed yourself to the world
Your life unfurled
You were dying inside, gasping for air
As you floated away with the tides of despair
Try to tell me there's life after death?
Then put the gun to my fucking head
Bullshit scriptures give me no desire
My heart burns a thousand pyres