What am i by Jonbayn Lyrics

What am i

Waiting on this shit four years now
Fated to spit pour tears down
Where did my time go? fears loud
Where did my mind go? peers out
Yo i couldn’t even grow a beard out
Had me tryna switch a different gear now
Bitch im still drinking all this ber down
Blurry vision written in a clear sound

All alone, no one knows
But i’ve shown them all i’ve grown
Cept inside, still i writhe
Got this drive to spill my vibe
On the road, no such home
All these notes and all i wrote
Ridin high, open eyes
Soul arising over

[i don’t need you
I won’t miss you
I’ll just do me
Without issues
Cept my own shit
I might own shit
You might notice
But i won’t hold it against you]
(oh what am i
Oh what am i to do
Oh what am i, oh what am i
Oh what am i to say
Oh who am i
Oh who am i to be
Oh what am i, oh what am i)

I dont need you to be me
I’m all g with the homies
And family no others, but truly
Another to hold me, console me, so lonely
Don’t waste it, be patient
Waiting on that real shit til then
Tune this guitar on my phone
No bar chords shit’s just capo’d
Im not shit i just want y’all to know
Fuck , watch y’all tone
I’ll produce this but i ain't no pro
Mediocre voice, mediocre promo
Done holding back, done with the fomo
Done with the written, sing the damn song yo

[preChorus]

(chorus)
I dont want to i just have to
You dont get it there’s no choice
No fame please no money, neither
Just expression just a voice

I never wanted this
I‘ve just expected this
Let’s just get on with it
It’s just noise x2

(chorus)