Gods Medicine by John Moreland Lyrics

I guess by now I'm supposed to be a man
They said I'd find some kind of freedom
When I forgot what I said
My grandmother still gives me
Ten bucks on my birthday
And she told me that sleep was God's medicine
And you're gonna die someday
So life, take all your terror
Surrender to the truth
It's times like these, I forget why I quit loving you

I recall when I thought I had a plan
The sun, the moon, and stars
Seem to flip right through my hands
But remember that failure
Is part of being alive
I guess I let it take away my pride
One many times
And I know you gonna leave me
And here's nothing I can do
But times like these, I forget why I quit loving you
So life take all your terror
Surrender to the truth
It's times like these I forget why I quit loving you

And I don't know what I'm doing
Hell I don't have a clue
But times like these, I forget why I quit loving you
I forget why I quit