Forgiven by Joel Sieradzan Lyrics
[Verse]
Look, sometimes I feel I’m trapped in this mindset
And I’m trying to find something to relate to
But I just can’t find it, and I’m kinda done
Relying on a shoulder for crying on
It’s cold and it’s tiring
But nobody gon wanna help you when
All you do is lie on them, I’ve made some
Mistakes In my past, said shit that I shouldn’t have said
Unearthed a whole bunch of things when
I should have just put em to bed
I ain’t tryna get no sympathy, I’m just simply
Apologizing, in hope that y’all forgiven me
Cause I fucked up, I realize it
I’m sorry for all of the shit that I spoke on
My friends when they was my friends, they ain’t
Talk to me no morе and I’m sitting here wondering
Why thеy ain’t make amends
I tried to be tough and I always tried to be
The funniest one out the group, that meant
I’d say fucked up shit and didn’t care who it hurt
No matter who I was around, even if I just
Met a new person, I’d say something stupid
And humorous even though I knew it’d hurt them
I thought that it would make me likeable
People laughed every time I cussed
So I just kept saying anything that went
Little did I know that they was all laughing at me in disgust
I’m sorry for all of the people I lied to
I’m pretty compulsive at it, it’s a problem that I
Wanna fix and I tried to, but I think I’m almost an addict
I’m tryna be better in every way, I grow and I learn
Things everyday, and I know that I’m going to heaven man
But that don’t mean that I’m any saint
But if God forgive me, I hope that y’all can too
I know there’s a lotta shit I should have done
But I didn’t, but there’s still so much that I can do
So I’ma be positive all around, cause every day
Is blessed above ground, so I’m sorry for everything
That went down, but it’s time for me to get up now
[Outro]
So, I'ma get up now and I'ma be the best out
Ay, I'ma finna be better than the rest now
Wait, I don't know, I'm only fucking human, I guess
We all make these mistakes and shit, fuck it
I don't know- it doesn't matter
Look, sometimes I feel I’m trapped in this mindset
And I’m trying to find something to relate to
But I just can’t find it, and I’m kinda done
Relying on a shoulder for crying on
It’s cold and it’s tiring
But nobody gon wanna help you when
All you do is lie on them, I’ve made some
Mistakes In my past, said shit that I shouldn’t have said
Unearthed a whole bunch of things when
I should have just put em to bed
I ain’t tryna get no sympathy, I’m just simply
Apologizing, in hope that y’all forgiven me
Cause I fucked up, I realize it
I’m sorry for all of the shit that I spoke on
My friends when they was my friends, they ain’t
Talk to me no morе and I’m sitting here wondering
Why thеy ain’t make amends
I tried to be tough and I always tried to be
The funniest one out the group, that meant
I’d say fucked up shit and didn’t care who it hurt
No matter who I was around, even if I just
Met a new person, I’d say something stupid
And humorous even though I knew it’d hurt them
I thought that it would make me likeable
People laughed every time I cussed
So I just kept saying anything that went
Little did I know that they was all laughing at me in disgust
I’m sorry for all of the people I lied to
I’m pretty compulsive at it, it’s a problem that I
Wanna fix and I tried to, but I think I’m almost an addict
I’m tryna be better in every way, I grow and I learn
Things everyday, and I know that I’m going to heaven man
But that don’t mean that I’m any saint
But if God forgive me, I hope that y’all can too
I know there’s a lotta shit I should have done
But I didn’t, but there’s still so much that I can do
So I’ma be positive all around, cause every day
Is blessed above ground, so I’m sorry for everything
That went down, but it’s time for me to get up now
[Outro]
So, I'ma get up now and I'ma be the best out
Ay, I'ma finna be better than the rest now
Wait, I don't know, I'm only fucking human, I guess
We all make these mistakes and shit, fuck it
I don't know- it doesn't matter