The Grail by Jesta Lyrics

I keep my head upon the ground
Where my feet were
Well that's where I was found
Shortly after you disposed of the only thing
That really kept me sane
Now I go dancing in the rain
And the clocks still tick but I don't hear them
It's only wasted time if your body's not with mine
I try to tell myself "It's only a phase and you'll grow out of it."
But that's bullshit
Well I will find myself
And the hungry bird of prey
Keeps on circling, Over where I lay
To feed on scraps and gristle
Yeah that's all that's left of me
Since you left me
So give me a lobotomy
And I will find myself
And the Holy water burns as expected
The lessons I have learned
Mean the future will be blind
If I keep these demons in my mind
But I can't resist
I need a psychoanalyst
And I will find myself
I keep my head upon the ground...