Cant Say Sorry Enough by Jeff Smith Lyrics
[HOOK]
Verbally abusive, talk to you like you're useless
Not owning my fuck ups, instead I make excuses
Cussing and fussing and really you ain't even do shit
Now I'm home all alone feeling mighty stupid
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
Goddamn
I'm thinking about you, tryna be more of a man for you
I ain't never have much
But that ain't matter to you, 'cause you loved me for who I was, right?
Stayed around through ups and downs
Proving to me that you are who you say you are, right?
My friend, my lover, my soulmate
But through my eyes, it all seems too good to be true
I mean like, Why me?
With all the bad things I do, why you love me?
What made you fall in love with me?
You only make me stronger
But how I treat you and how I speak to you make me weak
Fuck I do that for?
That ain't how you 'posed treat the one who had your back since day one, ya'know?
Things get so bad with me calling you out your name
Accusing you of stepping out
All due to my insecurities
I'm having problems with the woman that I love
It seems that when I call her I, I get ignored ,short answers
I mean, how much did I expect you to take?
Everybody got a limit right?
There ain't no future for me unless you're in it
Goddamn, how the hell did I get here?
[VERSE 1]
Do my presence even matter, I'm not quite sure
A damaged soul paying tolls living insecure
That's a little hard to admit with a big ego
Sometimes it's hard to coexist amongst people
Not open to suggestions living with depression
Life's hard but somehow I just keep stressing
Speaking to self like "What the hell I done done today?"
Everyone that loves me I tend to run away
I'm very blunt but still keep my emotions concealed
And that's part of the reason I've became mentally ill
We got 16 years, and very rare I've been appreciative
Take you for granted, starting wars when you need peace to live
Nah
This ain't no way to treat the one you love
A night without you showed me life without you's pretty fucked up
Now as I sit between four walls reflecting
On my negative ways to cause you to get to stepping, I was...
[HOOK]
Verbally abusive, talk to you like you're useless
Not owning my fuck ups, instead I make excuses
Cussing and fussing and really you ain't even do shit
Now I'm home all alone feeling mighty stupid
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
[VERSE 2]
I had a down ass woman, and I think I lost her
Now when I text her it seems she don't wanna be bothered
I really pushed her away, from the things that I say
And behaviors I display, now I'm begging her to stay
Sobbing on the phone, begging you to come home
I'll kill that little boy shit and start acting grown
Can't live without you, but I make it real hard for you to live with me
I should be giving you what you give to me
Love, respect, trust, all sorts of things
Truth is I probably don't deserve nothing I just named
Gotta hard time accepting my reflection
Hurting my best friend with words I used as weapons
With no concern with how you feel, these are my confessions
And now I know that shit is real, I know I learned my lesson
Should be spoiling you, adoring you for all you do
Cause fact is you're my heartbeat, my life ain't life without you
I wanna fresh start, a new beginning
I wanna die in your arms, that'll be a happy ending
I don't want you to think that I'm some kind of creep
You're beautiful, that's why I stare at you when you're asleep
Lean over and kiss you on the cheek
Then when you awaken, I don't know how to speak
Shit
I was supposed to be your protection
We were supposed to strive for perfection, but I was...
[HOOK]
Verbally abusive, talk to you like you're useless
Not owning my fuck ups, instead I make excuses
Cussing and fussing and really you ain't even do shit
Now I'm home all alone feeling mighty stupid
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
[BRIDGE]
They say you never, never know what you got until it's gone
Might take a lifetime to right my wrongs
I had to wake up and write it in a song
Hope in time you'll forgive me for living foul
I haven't been the man you fell in love for a while
And neglect is not allowed
I'm supposed to make you smile
Wanna make you fall in love with me again
[HOOK]
Verbally abusive, talk to you like you're useless
Not owning my fuck ups, instead I make excuses
Cussing and fussing and really you ain't even do shit
Now I'm home all alone feeling mighty stupid
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
[HOOK]
Verbally abusive, talk to you like you're useless
Not owning my fuck ups, instead I make excuses
Cussing and fussing and really you ain't even do shit
Now I'm home all alone feeling mighty stupid
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
Verbally abusive, talk to you like you're useless
Not owning my fuck ups, instead I make excuses
Cussing and fussing and really you ain't even do shit
Now I'm home all alone feeling mighty stupid
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
Goddamn
I'm thinking about you, tryna be more of a man for you
I ain't never have much
But that ain't matter to you, 'cause you loved me for who I was, right?
Stayed around through ups and downs
Proving to me that you are who you say you are, right?
My friend, my lover, my soulmate
But through my eyes, it all seems too good to be true
I mean like, Why me?
With all the bad things I do, why you love me?
What made you fall in love with me?
You only make me stronger
But how I treat you and how I speak to you make me weak
Fuck I do that for?
That ain't how you 'posed treat the one who had your back since day one, ya'know?
Things get so bad with me calling you out your name
Accusing you of stepping out
All due to my insecurities
I'm having problems with the woman that I love
It seems that when I call her I, I get ignored ,short answers
I mean, how much did I expect you to take?
Everybody got a limit right?
There ain't no future for me unless you're in it
Goddamn, how the hell did I get here?
[VERSE 1]
Do my presence even matter, I'm not quite sure
A damaged soul paying tolls living insecure
That's a little hard to admit with a big ego
Sometimes it's hard to coexist amongst people
Not open to suggestions living with depression
Life's hard but somehow I just keep stressing
Speaking to self like "What the hell I done done today?"
Everyone that loves me I tend to run away
I'm very blunt but still keep my emotions concealed
And that's part of the reason I've became mentally ill
We got 16 years, and very rare I've been appreciative
Take you for granted, starting wars when you need peace to live
Nah
This ain't no way to treat the one you love
A night without you showed me life without you's pretty fucked up
Now as I sit between four walls reflecting
On my negative ways to cause you to get to stepping, I was...
[HOOK]
Verbally abusive, talk to you like you're useless
Not owning my fuck ups, instead I make excuses
Cussing and fussing and really you ain't even do shit
Now I'm home all alone feeling mighty stupid
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
[VERSE 2]
I had a down ass woman, and I think I lost her
Now when I text her it seems she don't wanna be bothered
I really pushed her away, from the things that I say
And behaviors I display, now I'm begging her to stay
Sobbing on the phone, begging you to come home
I'll kill that little boy shit and start acting grown
Can't live without you, but I make it real hard for you to live with me
I should be giving you what you give to me
Love, respect, trust, all sorts of things
Truth is I probably don't deserve nothing I just named
Gotta hard time accepting my reflection
Hurting my best friend with words I used as weapons
With no concern with how you feel, these are my confessions
And now I know that shit is real, I know I learned my lesson
Should be spoiling you, adoring you for all you do
Cause fact is you're my heartbeat, my life ain't life without you
I wanna fresh start, a new beginning
I wanna die in your arms, that'll be a happy ending
I don't want you to think that I'm some kind of creep
You're beautiful, that's why I stare at you when you're asleep
Lean over and kiss you on the cheek
Then when you awaken, I don't know how to speak
Shit
I was supposed to be your protection
We were supposed to strive for perfection, but I was...
[HOOK]
Verbally abusive, talk to you like you're useless
Not owning my fuck ups, instead I make excuses
Cussing and fussing and really you ain't even do shit
Now I'm home all alone feeling mighty stupid
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
[BRIDGE]
They say you never, never know what you got until it's gone
Might take a lifetime to right my wrongs
I had to wake up and write it in a song
Hope in time you'll forgive me for living foul
I haven't been the man you fell in love for a while
And neglect is not allowed
I'm supposed to make you smile
Wanna make you fall in love with me again
[HOOK]
Verbally abusive, talk to you like you're useless
Not owning my fuck ups, instead I make excuses
Cussing and fussing and really you ain't even do shit
Now I'm home all alone feeling mighty stupid
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
[HOOK]
Verbally abusive, talk to you like you're useless
Not owning my fuck ups, instead I make excuses
Cussing and fussing and really you ain't even do shit
Now I'm home all alone feeling mighty stupid
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn
I know I can't say Sorry enough
This time I know I really fucked up, damn