1PM Outro by Jas The Producer Lyrics

Verse 1:
Ain't nobody got my back but I got people on my shoulders
I can't tell if yall would ever really miss me when it's over
Rappers runnin outta gas while I'm tryna stay sober
Four doors on the benz like the leaves up on my clover
I don't wanna be alone
I don't want it all to end
I'm just sitting in my bathroom knowing I'm my only friend
I can't show yall my emotions cuz I gotta be a man
I never came out my mama, I hate playing pretend
Looking at my swollen hands, I be climbing up the ladder
I been running from the law
Cap his jaw when it shatters
I am toxic, I am dying, and I know it never mattered
Cause my eyebags droopin' while my pockets getting fatter, on the gang

Verse 2:
I'm so tired of waking up and controlling all the habits
I'm so tired of waking up and knowing I'm a faggot
I been sleeping at my dogs
Got a pistol in my jacket
Got a bottle in the cabinet, a devil at my tail
Yeah the train goes bye, put my neck up on the rain
I throw my hands to the sky for my brothers in the jail
I got the voices in my head to remind me when I fail
I put the dope on the scale
Attach it to your tail dog