Letter F by Jameel3DN Lyrics
I got some question on my mind
I'm looking in the sky for a sign
Like I wonder who is god
I mean
Can I wonder where is god
Cause it's hard on this earth
And I don't think
My prayer being heard
And I try to take myself to a church
But they fraudin'
When they say
It's you they serve
And I tried to stand straight
I keep falling
And I'm tryna' live up to this calling
But I can't help
But feel lost when I'm walking
Cause I don't know
Where I'm stopping
Like have I reached the destination
Or am I steps from desolation
And I need rescue
So who could I be saving
S.O.S
White flag you see me waving
All this hell I been facing
Feeling next to satan
Back and fourth it got me pacing
Got me contemplating
Lost concentration
Life not cultivating
Feeling frustrated
But then I go to masturbation
Without hesitation
Cause its kinda
Like my meditation
And it's where
I get my restoration
No consideration
But I guess that's my problem
But he don't always come
When I call him
So I sit in solemn
This is common
When You've fallen
Tryna take steps
Barely crawling
Hurt ya self
And then you balling
What the hell is that
But ya parents
Supposed to have ya back
So if I'm ya child
I'm wondering where you at
I'm being honest on this track
I succumb to many traps
The enemy attacks
I'm Speaking only facts
Spirit weak I'm on my last
Given test never pass
But them test
Is in the past
Just help before
I crash again
I got some question on my mind
I'm looking in the sky for a sign
Like I wonder who is god
I mean
Can I wonder where is god
Cause it's hard on this earth
And I don't think
My prayer being heard
And I try to take myself to a church
But they fraudin'
When they say
It's you they serve
And I tried to stand straight
I keep falling
And I'm tryna' live up to this calling
But I can't help
But feel lost when I'm walking
Cause I don't know
Where I'm stopping
Like have I reached the destination
Or am I steps from desolation
And I need rescue
So who could I be saving
S.O.S
White flag you see me waving
They say have patience
Bleeding out as a patient
Its hard to exercise
In situations
Especially as a man
From a fallen nation
We in the ghettos
Ain't nobody playing
Need a job
But ain't no body paying
We need to laugh
So he gave us Wayans
But it's still unbalanced
When I weigh it
Deeds don't go froward when we pay it
We all think the same thing
But never say it
Robbed and never aided
Got me feeling jaded
If this a fight
Bro I'm feeling faded
This is a fight
Homie let me state it
Countries not for us
When they were created
Keep ya brain stimulated
Got to keep educating
Tryna' keep us segregated
Low and not elevated
Tryna get us integrated
Till we felt obligated
Thinking we was liberated
Till they was situated
Picture being illustrated
Now we feeling irritated
To long
This been tolerated
I got some question on my mind
I'm looking in the sky for a sign
Like I wonder who is god
I mean
Can I wonder where is god
Cause it's hard on this earth
And I don't think
My prayer being heard
And I try to take myself to a church
But they fraudin'
When they say
It's you they serve
I'm looking in the sky for a sign
Like I wonder who is god
I mean
Can I wonder where is god
Cause it's hard on this earth
And I don't think
My prayer being heard
And I try to take myself to a church
But they fraudin'
When they say
It's you they serve
And I tried to stand straight
I keep falling
And I'm tryna' live up to this calling
But I can't help
But feel lost when I'm walking
Cause I don't know
Where I'm stopping
Like have I reached the destination
Or am I steps from desolation
And I need rescue
So who could I be saving
S.O.S
White flag you see me waving
All this hell I been facing
Feeling next to satan
Back and fourth it got me pacing
Got me contemplating
Lost concentration
Life not cultivating
Feeling frustrated
But then I go to masturbation
Without hesitation
Cause its kinda
Like my meditation
And it's where
I get my restoration
No consideration
But I guess that's my problem
But he don't always come
When I call him
So I sit in solemn
This is common
When You've fallen
Tryna take steps
Barely crawling
Hurt ya self
And then you balling
What the hell is that
But ya parents
Supposed to have ya back
So if I'm ya child
I'm wondering where you at
I'm being honest on this track
I succumb to many traps
The enemy attacks
I'm Speaking only facts
Spirit weak I'm on my last
Given test never pass
But them test
Is in the past
Just help before
I crash again
I got some question on my mind
I'm looking in the sky for a sign
Like I wonder who is god
I mean
Can I wonder where is god
Cause it's hard on this earth
And I don't think
My prayer being heard
And I try to take myself to a church
But they fraudin'
When they say
It's you they serve
And I tried to stand straight
I keep falling
And I'm tryna' live up to this calling
But I can't help
But feel lost when I'm walking
Cause I don't know
Where I'm stopping
Like have I reached the destination
Or am I steps from desolation
And I need rescue
So who could I be saving
S.O.S
White flag you see me waving
They say have patience
Bleeding out as a patient
Its hard to exercise
In situations
Especially as a man
From a fallen nation
We in the ghettos
Ain't nobody playing
Need a job
But ain't no body paying
We need to laugh
So he gave us Wayans
But it's still unbalanced
When I weigh it
Deeds don't go froward when we pay it
We all think the same thing
But never say it
Robbed and never aided
Got me feeling jaded
If this a fight
Bro I'm feeling faded
This is a fight
Homie let me state it
Countries not for us
When they were created
Keep ya brain stimulated
Got to keep educating
Tryna' keep us segregated
Low and not elevated
Tryna get us integrated
Till we felt obligated
Thinking we was liberated
Till they was situated
Picture being illustrated
Now we feeling irritated
To long
This been tolerated
I got some question on my mind
I'm looking in the sky for a sign
Like I wonder who is god
I mean
Can I wonder where is god
Cause it's hard on this earth
And I don't think
My prayer being heard
And I try to take myself to a church
But they fraudin'
When they say
It's you they serve