Fake Smile by Jaisean Lyrics

I try my best
More than a few time
But it's futile
My heart resemble a crack tile
And you can tell from the crooked smile
I'm not doing well, no
These memories
They haunt me
I hope they burn, propane
I'm swimming in my own pain
I try suppressing this raging storm
But I can't keep calm with sweaty palm
But I can't keep calm with
Had a melt down
Like Olaf
I couldn't tell
This hell to
Hold off
I'm stressed out
Still try to
Fix all my mistakes
But life ain't no typo
Still I'm a
Hit a home run
No matter what life throw
Still I'm a hit a home run
No matter what
To make you love me
I'll prolly havе to die first
Still I'll hold you down
Even if the sky burst
Causе without you
I don't know
How to be
Happy
See My soul stain
I could paint a pretty pic
With this pain
Ever since I lost you
These rainbows don't glow Like they used to
You became a monster, Behemoth
Told me you love me
Never mean it
But my mistake
Was my intake
Of your foolishness
Cause I fell for you in that instance
Guess ignorance
Is truly bliss
Now I'm hopeless
And I try to coop
Smoking is my antidote
When I'm outta space
My head float
Find me with your telescope
Before I
Teleport to a different land
Like Alakazam
I'm popping xans
It's make me feel better
To make you love me
I'll prolly have to die first
Still I'll hold you down
Even if the sky burst
Cause without you
I don't know
How to be
Happy