My Kingdom by Jacob Biermann Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I lay in a dark bedroom by myself
Wondering if it's my fault or I need help
By now I have the right to be cynical
'Cause I believe in that

I wait for answers that'll shed some light
I know I won’t get it right but at least I can say that I tried
I won’t look back no I won’t even lie
And
Instead I’ll just wait

[Pre-Chorus]
And they say
"Quiet quiet please don’t cry
I know that I lied and have done you wrong"
Yes you have
And I know that it's not easy for you
But you could of tried
To apologise
[Chorus]
So welcome to my own kingdom
Where I can do anything
And I can be narcissistic and nobody knows
'Cause nobody cares at all
Welcome to my own kingdom
Where I can be pessimistic
And I can go anywhere
But I can’t go back
'Cause I have nobody at home
Oh yeah

[Verse 2]
I'd say I'm fine but that would be a lie
I’ll probably find myself but I know that'll take some time
All of these words suggest that I was right
But I know that I'm not
So they say

[Pre-Chorus]
And they say
"Quiet quiet please don’t cry
I know that I lied and have done you wrong"
Yes you have
And I know that it's not easy for you
But you could of tried
To apologise yeah
[Chorus]
Welcome to my own kingdom
Where I can do anything
And I can be narcissistic and nobody knows
'Cause nobody cares at all
Welcome to my own kingdom
Where I can be pessimistic
And I can go anywhere
But I can't go back
'Cause I have nobody at home
Hmm yeah
Ooh yeah

[Bridge]
White lies they don’t hurt
But who am I to decide what it's worth?
White lies they don’t hurt
But who am I to decide what it's worth?
Who are they to decide what I'm worth?
What am I worth?
Oh who are they to decide what I'm worth?

[Chorus]
Welcome to my own kingdom
Where I can do anything
And I can be narcissistic and nobody knows
'Cause nobody cares at all
Welcome to my own kingdom
Where I can be pessimistic
And I can go anywhere
But I can't go back
'Cause I have nobody at home
Oh my own kingdom