The Things I Never Say by Jack Faj Lyrics
Almost couldn't even get myself to write this song
I just finished taking that picture of us from the fishing trip off the wall
All the pain built inside of me I’m now realizing I waited too long
To tell you that I loved you, or did I not wait long enough
What is it, give me an answer you know I'm trying my best
I shouldn't have to spend all this time thinking ’bout how to solve your mess
But I couldn't be friends with someone who isn't there when I'm depressed
You should know all the crazy games you played messed with my head
If I never even met you things would be different, I swear it
I'd be so happy living life, I really wouldn't even care and
Maybe my friends are right I should stop sayin' it's not fair and
Look at the bright side, that’s just hard to do when you’re always there and
You used to be my role model, what happened, why'd you change
You were the girl who saved my life, kept me from goin’ completely insane
You always used to laugh and joke to distract me from the pain
When no one else was there for me you told me it would all be okay
I miss that version of you, the one who made me feel a certain way
I don't even wanna talk to another girl or person, I feel too much shame
I don't belong here, I'm hurting without the old you, it’s not the same
Watching you ghost me girl, you make me feel so betrayed
I feel like everyday is a struggle to wake up, I need to pray
Lord God, these times harder than ever, please give me strength
I need the capability to overcome anxiety every day
My fragility, my personality, and society in the way
Don't have the ability to fight it and just say this to your face
Cuz the humility too much to say the things I never say
I just finished taking that picture of us from the fishing trip off the wall
All the pain built inside of me I’m now realizing I waited too long
To tell you that I loved you, or did I not wait long enough
What is it, give me an answer you know I'm trying my best
I shouldn't have to spend all this time thinking ’bout how to solve your mess
But I couldn't be friends with someone who isn't there when I'm depressed
You should know all the crazy games you played messed with my head
If I never even met you things would be different, I swear it
I'd be so happy living life, I really wouldn't even care and
Maybe my friends are right I should stop sayin' it's not fair and
Look at the bright side, that’s just hard to do when you’re always there and
You used to be my role model, what happened, why'd you change
You were the girl who saved my life, kept me from goin’ completely insane
You always used to laugh and joke to distract me from the pain
When no one else was there for me you told me it would all be okay
I miss that version of you, the one who made me feel a certain way
I don't even wanna talk to another girl or person, I feel too much shame
I don't belong here, I'm hurting without the old you, it’s not the same
Watching you ghost me girl, you make me feel so betrayed
I feel like everyday is a struggle to wake up, I need to pray
Lord God, these times harder than ever, please give me strength
I need the capability to overcome anxiety every day
My fragility, my personality, and society in the way
Don't have the ability to fight it and just say this to your face
Cuz the humility too much to say the things I never say