Neither life or death particularly appeals to me by JAKEDEANisSAD Lyrics

Sitting at the side of my bed
Thoughts of suicide in my head
Tired of waiting in this dread, yeah

Feeling worthless
I'm so burdened
With these curses, oh

I can't wait for the end
Everyday the pendulum swings
How do I cope if I can't sing?
How do I cope with anything?
I said how do I cope with anything? Yeah