On Dying Alone by J Church Lyrics

I'm shaping shy shame into words
I'm tongue tied, left mouth dried and absurd
I know I can't drink it away

You couldn't have been anyone
If I could choose from anyone...,
I'm painting lime in shades of gray

If I believed then I would pray that things would always stay the same
I know we're changing every day
I'm still afraid of dying alone
Is it absurd? I just don't know
My luck says I'll end up that way