I Have to Admit... by J Church Lyrics

I have to admit it is going to be hard
It's already harder than I expected
I woke up this morning next to nothing
Arms holding nothing

I won't try to stop you
I won't try to stop you
And because I still want you
I can't be friends with you

I won't show you all the times I've sat at home and cried
I walked in the fog last night
For the first time it didn't make me feel alright
I won't try to stop you
I won't try to stop you
And because I still want you
I can't be friends with you

I may keep the torch inside and try to be your friend
I walked by your house hoping for an exorcism
But I was proven wrong again and again
I won't try to stop you
I won't try to stop you
And because I still need you
You are my best friend
It's already harder than I had expected
It's already harder than I had expected
It's already harder than I had expected
It's already harder than I had expected