Regrets by Iwaloid Lyrics

All this pain
All of these reasons to quit, and yet
I'm not giving up, no
Not until I've got no regrets

Every night, distant memories flash through my head
Every little detail serves to feed existential dread
Lie awake, breathing so hard I can't even think of your words
Need to remember what you said to me so long a-

Ghosts of my past keep returning to haunt me
I'm losing my mind
All of my mistakes are trying to kill me
Can I stop this?

Feels just like a pocket knife cutting
Straight through my clavicle
Now my heart and skull are
Totally inseparable
Head just like a radio
Playing all the greatest hits of my shortcomings
Think I've had enough now
Let it bathe 'til it's irreparable
"Don't you think you've thought enough?"
"Maybe some of your distant memories should stay that way."

Ghosts of my past keep returning to haunt me
I'm losing my mind
All of my mistakes are trying to kill me
Then you say

"Seems like everyday now, time's moving faster"
Lives all spent in the past, reliving
"Did you only just realize we're getting older?"
All our time we waste regretting
"Well I'm not wasting anymore of
My time thinking I need to look
To the past to fix my future
No more regrets, no more regrets"

Ghosts of my past will no longer restrain me
I control my mind
All of my regrets have tried to bring my end
But now I'm free of them

"Breathe, breathe in slow
Don't forget that life
Still waits to be lived"