Neo-Pseudo Existence by In-Quest Lyrics
A new fake existence
As universe aligned
I've seen a red handed halo stirred within
Untamed and bitter
A soul went awoken
A feline once frail and broken
The more I cling and crawl, distance rises
A predator's thrall
As water streaming upwards
Has me drowned, the myth of Sisyphus turns real
Terminal sickness, purge my existence
I found the track to my other self lost
Succumb to my fate irreversibly blocked
I failed you in vain I flew you
The prey hunt, the deer shot
Inseminated melancholy, contaminated without empathy
Terminal sickness, purge my existence
Of this piteous throwness
I chose a neo-pseudo existence
Where despise and desire can't be told apart
Where pain boils, in the soil of the soul
And a fading will reigns the heart
My perception without cure
For you a truth too obscure
Isolated, battered and broken
I bite my way through these restraints
Senses numb, behind a grin frozen
I dispossess of once treasured lost faith
Magic with morals
You're reluctant, yourself to embrace or endure
Meaningless thoughts derail
In moments of atonement amorality prevails
5 minutes, a wish never granted
Angelic nectar implanted
Imagine the marvel of utopian perfection
Unmasked a fraud
A mockup in sudden insight
Catharsis undone
You chose a neo-pseudo existence
Shaded with shallow stripped emotions
Where your life is nothing but a hollow shell
And your words are void of devotion
The way things once believed end in sorrow grieved
And what once surprised is demystified
Catharsis undone
As universe aligned
I've seen a red handed halo stirred within
Untamed and bitter
A soul went awoken
A feline once frail and broken
The more I cling and crawl, distance rises
A predator's thrall
As water streaming upwards
Has me drowned, the myth of Sisyphus turns real
Terminal sickness, purge my existence
I found the track to my other self lost
Succumb to my fate irreversibly blocked
I failed you in vain I flew you
The prey hunt, the deer shot
Inseminated melancholy, contaminated without empathy
Terminal sickness, purge my existence
Of this piteous throwness
I chose a neo-pseudo existence
Where despise and desire can't be told apart
Where pain boils, in the soil of the soul
And a fading will reigns the heart
My perception without cure
For you a truth too obscure
Isolated, battered and broken
I bite my way through these restraints
Senses numb, behind a grin frozen
I dispossess of once treasured lost faith
Magic with morals
You're reluctant, yourself to embrace or endure
Meaningless thoughts derail
In moments of atonement amorality prevails
5 minutes, a wish never granted
Angelic nectar implanted
Imagine the marvel of utopian perfection
Unmasked a fraud
A mockup in sudden insight
Catharsis undone
You chose a neo-pseudo existence
Shaded with shallow stripped emotions
Where your life is nothing but a hollow shell
And your words are void of devotion
The way things once believed end in sorrow grieved
And what once surprised is demystified
Catharsis undone