A Miracle by In Pieces Lyrics

I've always had such a negative point of view
I've always thought the worst of you. And I am still there

When the oceans recede I just laughed; if I can't have it no one can, I guess
But I am a mountain no more
Don't fool yourself

I want to be normal again I'm ready to come in
But I am still there
1,000 years of solitude have had a strange effect on my personality
I want to be a person again

A clean start, a clean slate, a fresh, start, a clean conscience

But if you get to be Christ, then I get to be Longinus with this spear in my hand, screaming out loud to straighten the f**k up

Maybe life exists, maybe not