I Hate Myself by Imperialblue Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I can’t wait ‘til it’s my last day
I know it’s comin’, not much more I can take
I know that she hates the sight of my face
I cannot help it, it’s myself that I hate

[Chorus]
And when I’m gone forgot my first name
I hate myself and I cannot change
I am so frail I wish I had strength
I’m still a male, I wish I could change

[Bridge]
When you talk me down I feel ashamed
I hate my smile, I don’t want to blame
I always wonder why you must hate
I can feel the tears rush down my face
I love you and I cannot leave
So why must you say all those things about me
It hurts so much when I cannot sleep
I can feel the tears rush down my face
[Verse 2]
They won’t know when I disappear
No one sees my facе when my face full of tears
Not onе person knows any my fears
My death will be silent ‘cause no one will hear

[Chorus]
And when I’m gone forgot my first name
I hate myself and I cannot change
I am so frail I wish I had strength
I’m still a male, I wish I could change
And when I’m gone forgot my first name
I hate myself and I cannot change
I am so frail I wish I had strength
I’m still a male, I wish I could change

[Outro]
I’m so tired of feeling this way
Sick from beginning to the end of the day
I feel so anxious when you look at my eyes
I get so nervous and I get butterflies
So when I suspect that your heart full of lies
All I can try is to keep it inside
And wait for the time to pass me goodbye
Can’t wait for the end, I wish I would die