Ennui by Immmix Lyrics

[verse 1]
Can anyone help me to go through
I never met anyone just like you
I thought you can help me, but really you don't
Oh, this world so cruel, I got too many shots
My body aches every day I wake
I'm trying to pretend everything's ok
Someday my mind will blow, i know it, tho you don't
My life seeming like naught, oh, no

[Chorus]
I got some mental problems, I'm clinically insane
Blood flowing out my veins, I endure all the pain
I suffocate in my damn sufferings, I hide all the shit
I enjoy the moonlit

[verse 2]
No matter what the say, no matter what they see
My whole life is a lie, I'll jump to face asphalt
Is suicide right?
I'm too tired to hide
That's only my case
You gotta live long life
To chase your biggest dreams
To make all come true and proof it too
You got it on your own