Lie to myself by Illmatic_zombie Lyrics

This whole time
I been chasing a wolf
wrapped in sheep clothing.
trying to recover my scars
with a piece of my heart she's holding.
in her mouth......
while the blood is dripping out.
saying she love's me
but something telling me
not to give her the benefit of the doubt.....

This whole time
I was attracted to her appearance.
mom told me she was bad new
but that was bullshit I wasn't hearing.
you best friend......
that's all you wanted me to be.
said you was in love with this guy
I pretended you was talking bout me.
see your love and my love
will never see eye to eye
that's why I try to avoid that word.
because if I ever say "I love you"
I'll cry
that's why I lie to myself
I know I need help
to deal with the fact that
you will never love me back