4 pages by Illmatic_zombie Lyrics
There you go holding hands with another guy.
I guess you made your choice, so its only right that I make mine.
I guess I'm not the guy type of guy that you was looking for.
you wanted more than good conversation, you desired intimacy, and
that's were you lacked patience.
You and that new dude holding hands is stuck on my mind, and i cant
seem to erase it.
But i know its just jealousy taking over me, and I aint trying to be basic.
But yet my heart is racing, because I don't want you with a new dude.
I'm here to give you love, and he's only here to screw. And believe me
I know............ that's something you desire.
You joke about sex a lot so I know its something that you admire.
Your worth more than that, I actually think you flawless.
I don't what those others guy thing, but to me you resemble a goddess.
Its one of a million qualities that make you modest.
The reason I'm writing this because I cant speak my thoughts.
Its a struggle I have and everyday it tears me apart, it breaks me heart,
because I should of told you how I felt from the very start.
And your leaving.................I'm gasping for oxygen.
I'm about to stop breathing cause everyday your the person I'm not seeing.
Not seeing your face.............my life has no meaning
I had thoughts of cutting my wrist, you already left my heart bleeding.
Pause................................
I don't know what is draws me to you.
Is it your beauty or personality?
what ever it is, its one of the two.
I'm only 17 and I seen your type before,
girls come and go
so i pray that you never leave my door.
If you ever left my life would be a bore.
Even the zombie in me can admit
that your someone we both adore.
Whenever I hear your name
I cant stop cheesing
and there's something
I been meaning to tell you for a while.
I love you so much it kills me to smile.
I know its an weird expression.
I know you don't feel same way I feel,
that's why we have bad connections.
I want you to be happy so if I'm not your type
I don't know how but i'll try to gladly.
But sadly......................
the back of my conscious
is suffocating from this nonsense.
Your so amazing
even though its winter
you still find a way to keep blazing.
Its outrageous this letter is only 4 pages.
To describe my thoughts of you
I know that I could do better.
But until then like Aaliyah
I'm giving you a 4 page letter.
I guess you made your choice, so its only right that I make mine.
I guess I'm not the guy type of guy that you was looking for.
you wanted more than good conversation, you desired intimacy, and
that's were you lacked patience.
You and that new dude holding hands is stuck on my mind, and i cant
seem to erase it.
But i know its just jealousy taking over me, and I aint trying to be basic.
But yet my heart is racing, because I don't want you with a new dude.
I'm here to give you love, and he's only here to screw. And believe me
I know............ that's something you desire.
You joke about sex a lot so I know its something that you admire.
Your worth more than that, I actually think you flawless.
I don't what those others guy thing, but to me you resemble a goddess.
Its one of a million qualities that make you modest.
The reason I'm writing this because I cant speak my thoughts.
Its a struggle I have and everyday it tears me apart, it breaks me heart,
because I should of told you how I felt from the very start.
And your leaving.................I'm gasping for oxygen.
I'm about to stop breathing cause everyday your the person I'm not seeing.
Not seeing your face.............my life has no meaning
I had thoughts of cutting my wrist, you already left my heart bleeding.
Pause................................
I don't know what is draws me to you.
Is it your beauty or personality?
what ever it is, its one of the two.
I'm only 17 and I seen your type before,
girls come and go
so i pray that you never leave my door.
If you ever left my life would be a bore.
Even the zombie in me can admit
that your someone we both adore.
Whenever I hear your name
I cant stop cheesing
and there's something
I been meaning to tell you for a while.
I love you so much it kills me to smile.
I know its an weird expression.
I know you don't feel same way I feel,
that's why we have bad connections.
I want you to be happy so if I'm not your type
I don't know how but i'll try to gladly.
But sadly......................
the back of my conscious
is suffocating from this nonsense.
Your so amazing
even though its winter
you still find a way to keep blazing.
Its outrageous this letter is only 4 pages.
To describe my thoughts of you
I know that I could do better.
But until then like Aaliyah
I'm giving you a 4 page letter.