Internal Love by Ieusgxbejw Lyrics
Theres this girl, Shes hijacked my mind
Shes like an angel and super model combined
Shes one of them girls thats impossible to find
And I thought to myself get too close and you'll end up getting declined
Seein her made my heart beat too fast, her body was too defined
And her face just shined, I swear I wanted her to be mine
The thought of her sent shivers down my spine
Doing something to harm her would be the worst crime
And I can't even start to describe how she made feel
The way I got the butterflies all the time was just unreal
The thought of her being mine was so fucking ideal
She span my mind around like a water wheel
When I daze at her walking from a distance my jaw always dropped
And when i knew she acknowledged my existance my heart always stopped
She was so perfect, no disrespect, she always had me instantly erect
I couldn't never even find a defect. or maybe I should get my eyes rechecked
Incorrect, she looks better than those fakes with special effects
Babe, honestly, you everything I ever wished for
Theres nothing about you that I dont adore
Please take my hand, and above everyone we'll soar
I swear I'll take you to a place you've never explored before
I look into your eyes, straight away you have me hypnotized
After seeing her, I didn't even need a zoot, she had me more fucked than those illegal highs
Being in her presense was like my greatest prize
I just wish I could get more closer
But I'm scared shes something that I won't get over
My aim is to find the key to her heart
Be able to unlock it and then give it a kick start
But I need to realize its gonna be way too hard
Theres a big chance of me getting terribly scarred
Im never gonna find a girl like her though
Why can't I force myselft to let go ?
Maybe I haven't had enough of the love that she shows
For the things that she made me realize, my life i owe
And so, I want her to know, that she makes my tears glow
When im trying find my way
Through the dark tunnel, where theres no light and no place to go
So I thank her deeply for the gift that she bestowed
Enough of this shit having to be so complicated
And too much have I contemplated
Getting sedated, doin my ting, months went by as I patiently waited
Till she slowly stopped keeping me updated
And it was unrated, the way that she vacated
The horror of a broken heart that she recreated
There was no way to have my feelings expressed
I was way more than just depressed
I was distressed, dissapointed, and possibly possessed
My heart wanted to go ona protest
After that I understood lifes just a test
And theres no rest, until you've fully completed your quest
Shit will start hitting you from north, east, south, west
And theres a limit on the amount of life vests
If your not carefull your mind and body will end up dispossesed
Now you dont wanna be put to an eternal rest?
Shes like an angel and super model combined
Shes one of them girls thats impossible to find
And I thought to myself get too close and you'll end up getting declined
Seein her made my heart beat too fast, her body was too defined
And her face just shined, I swear I wanted her to be mine
The thought of her sent shivers down my spine
Doing something to harm her would be the worst crime
And I can't even start to describe how she made feel
The way I got the butterflies all the time was just unreal
The thought of her being mine was so fucking ideal
She span my mind around like a water wheel
When I daze at her walking from a distance my jaw always dropped
And when i knew she acknowledged my existance my heart always stopped
She was so perfect, no disrespect, she always had me instantly erect
I couldn't never even find a defect. or maybe I should get my eyes rechecked
Incorrect, she looks better than those fakes with special effects
Babe, honestly, you everything I ever wished for
Theres nothing about you that I dont adore
Please take my hand, and above everyone we'll soar
I swear I'll take you to a place you've never explored before
I look into your eyes, straight away you have me hypnotized
After seeing her, I didn't even need a zoot, she had me more fucked than those illegal highs
Being in her presense was like my greatest prize
I just wish I could get more closer
But I'm scared shes something that I won't get over
My aim is to find the key to her heart
Be able to unlock it and then give it a kick start
But I need to realize its gonna be way too hard
Theres a big chance of me getting terribly scarred
Im never gonna find a girl like her though
Why can't I force myselft to let go ?
Maybe I haven't had enough of the love that she shows
For the things that she made me realize, my life i owe
And so, I want her to know, that she makes my tears glow
When im trying find my way
Through the dark tunnel, where theres no light and no place to go
So I thank her deeply for the gift that she bestowed
Enough of this shit having to be so complicated
And too much have I contemplated
Getting sedated, doin my ting, months went by as I patiently waited
Till she slowly stopped keeping me updated
And it was unrated, the way that she vacated
The horror of a broken heart that she recreated
There was no way to have my feelings expressed
I was way more than just depressed
I was distressed, dissapointed, and possibly possessed
My heart wanted to go ona protest
After that I understood lifes just a test
And theres no rest, until you've fully completed your quest
Shit will start hitting you from north, east, south, west
And theres a limit on the amount of life vests
If your not carefull your mind and body will end up dispossesed
Now you dont wanna be put to an eternal rest?