Dear Depression I Want To Be Happy by INXIDY Lyrics
I can tell you about my mother but most think that i’m past it
But i can’t get pass, the past, and i guess thats tragic
Where Am I? I dont know, i think i’m lost in traffic
Lashen on the people that are laughen
I wish i could be like them, i’m jealous and that's become my habit
My dear, satan sold me something, and i’m addicted, It's making my left arm bleed
My ever waking moment all i can think, is the pure happy moments of you and me
Days i knew who was hugging me, from behind, but now in love i can’t believe
I’ll stop talking because i keep lying
Deciding and scared, if you would still look into my eyes
If i told you the truth would you despise
I’d cry, you’re the only one who knows how i truly feel inside
Dear depression
My insecurities, are hurting me
And my own heart is becoming my enemy
I’ve been with more women then i should of at 16
I guess thats what happens when u find peace in sex
In a body, i wish i could explain to my ex i never used her
I just needed somebody, because i feel i never had anybody
No brotherly love, or motherly hugs, no, i seen my mother leave me for drugs
My mother would rather dance in clubs, then raise her only 2 sons
Not to mention, she took my only brother and split us
If i could be happy i’d give my arm leg and my sanity
Because i’m tired of shaking when someone brings up a bad memory
I’m tired of awkwardly stuttering, when someone asks about my family
I’m tired of answering why i want my daughter to be nothing like me
I’m tired of the pit in my stomach when i feel lonely
My dear i just wanna be happy
But i can’t get pass, the past, and i guess thats tragic
Where Am I? I dont know, i think i’m lost in traffic
Lashen on the people that are laughen
I wish i could be like them, i’m jealous and that's become my habit
My dear, satan sold me something, and i’m addicted, It's making my left arm bleed
My ever waking moment all i can think, is the pure happy moments of you and me
Days i knew who was hugging me, from behind, but now in love i can’t believe
I’ll stop talking because i keep lying
Deciding and scared, if you would still look into my eyes
If i told you the truth would you despise
I’d cry, you’re the only one who knows how i truly feel inside
Dear depression
My insecurities, are hurting me
And my own heart is becoming my enemy
I’ve been with more women then i should of at 16
I guess thats what happens when u find peace in sex
In a body, i wish i could explain to my ex i never used her
I just needed somebody, because i feel i never had anybody
No brotherly love, or motherly hugs, no, i seen my mother leave me for drugs
My mother would rather dance in clubs, then raise her only 2 sons
Not to mention, she took my only brother and split us
If i could be happy i’d give my arm leg and my sanity
Because i’m tired of shaking when someone brings up a bad memory
I’m tired of awkwardly stuttering, when someone asks about my family
I’m tired of answering why i want my daughter to be nothing like me
I’m tired of the pit in my stomach when i feel lonely
My dear i just wanna be happy