MENTALMAZE by INSENSIBLE Lyrics

I've been hurt ever since you left
Broke my heart i feel fucking dead
Hard to move in the corner just crying
Unfaithfulness just left me here dying
I'm getting closer to the noose
Push me over the edge, too much mental abuse
I'm going fucking insane
People are stupid, this is what I've recently concluded
All these thoughts and possibilites flushing in
And all I'm left with is a depressed and fake grin
You don't know me,nobody does
My lack of feeling will scare you away
I fuck everything up, that's just my way
Trapped in my own fucking mind
It's like a prison and I'm emotionally blind
But I haven't commited a crime, all I've really done is lying
Telling everyone I'm fucking fine
I just miss myself before you and me
I just wish I never loved you, I just wish the worst for you
I didn't do shit for days and i barely ate
But that's what you meant to create
Someone who was ruined by you
Did you ever love me was it even true ?
I fell so hard so fast thinking it would've last
A song can describe my pain
A song can't show my tears
But this does explain that I fucking hate you
Every thought is a battle, every breath is a war
And I don't think I'm winning this anymore
I don't think I'm winning this anymore
I don't think I'm winning this anymore