I MADE A DEAL WITH LUCIFER by INSENSIBLE Lyrics

In pain
Pain comes with being a demon
Slowly killing those i love
Burning in hell above
When push comes to shove
I'm just never enough
Everyone i love became troubled
Everything i touched just crumbled
Im a misfit
Living life just wanting my wrists slit
Dark heart
Light and dark too far apart
Beyond salvation
Path of corruption, I'm the devils creation
Too late for me i have a deranged foundation
An angel and a demon I'm a combination
Saw the devil in my nightmare we had a conversation
He smiled and said he hopes I live up to my reputation
Partner of hell will be my occupation
Or after i die ill be burning in isolation
So now, causing pain and misery requires my determination
I manipulate and trick for my benefit
No remorse no sympathy
God wasn't there so lucifer help me
So much fucking pain over and over again
WHEN the fuck is it gon END
Im numb but it still hurts
Heart cut open like a skirt
Blunt after blunt
Fucking cunt after cunt
Trying not to confront
My pain