Tombstone by INLIGHTS (RUS) Lyrics

This is all I got
This is all I got now
This is all I got
This is all I got now

I mean, if I was gone
Would someone care at all
About my lonely bones
And dates on my tombstone

I feel like I've been knocked off my feet
I'm a record that's stuck on repeat
Which I really wish someone could flip
(Set the right pace for my heartbeat)
I'm a ship that has crashed on the shore
Before it even started its tour
Wishing hard to explore

My life doesn't go as planned
Things are getting out of hand
It gets me overwhelmed
Makes me feel worse than bad
Recently I've found myself
Thinking about the end
And it only me makes me scared
I mean, if I was gone
Would someone care at all
About my lonely bones
And dates on my tombstone

I'm not really sure what's going on
But I'm only fine when I'm alone
My head feels like it's made of stone
(But I don't think it's okay though)
Usually, when I attempt to speak
I feel like my voice is too weak
Am I some kind of freak?

My life doesn't go as planned
Things are getting out of hand
It gets me overwhelmed
Makes me feel worse than bad
Recently I've found myself
Thinking about the end
And it only me makes me scared

I mean, if I was gone
Would someone care at all
About my lonely bones
And dates on my tombstone
My story doesn't ever seem to have a happy ending
And all that's left in me is nothing but pretending
I gave up on people, my thoughts are my only friends
Sadly they are nothing but a negative influence
It's hard to be vivacious in the world that's full of limits
Where you get a lot of things when you don't really need them
So maybe it's where you don't belong

I mean, if I was gone
Would someone care at all
About my lonely bones
And dates on my tombstone
(And dates on my tombstone)